LOVE is the key to Ascension!



(Translated from original language german)

I chose this picture and the slogan because it fits in with what I want to write. About love.

Two people came into my life to remind me of two important things. My ex-husband taught me to forgive.

A very dear friend, and I am told he was also a companion from past lives, helped me to remember how to love unconditionally.

Forgiveness and unconditional love are together with Non-Judgement, the key points for the Ascension of a human being into a higher dimension.

For many years I worked exactly on this to develop my soul; from a possible Ascension I didn’t know anything yet, until 2011, this was really brought close to me. I started in early 2012 to connect myself with my beloved spirit guide the Archangel Michael; first with TAUK, then telepathically, a method that I have used unknowingly in my conversations with Creator many years ago. Many things I have learned since then and a lot of work I have since done on myself under the guidance of my team from beyond the veil of forgetfulness. Since the beginning of this year, I know without a doubt who I really AM in this creation. It is a knowledge deep in my heart and a remembering. Up into the spring, I’ve been working to strip off and let go all the layers around me. Additionally to this I have also worked – together with my full consciousness – to clear and cleanse energetically large regions of my country. With each portal opening I am ascended further and came back again to earth to continue my work.

For some time now, I love to share energies with my Twin Flame and companions from previous lives. Since they are beyond the veil, normal sex is not possible for us, for this however my experiences with them are more intense and ecstatic. I feel their energies and I feel their presence around me, they are wonderful, very loving energies. With open eyes I can not see them, except now and then in flashes of light. With eyes closed, there is more. Why am I telling you all this because it pretty much is actually in the opinions on earth a private matter how and whom I love, but it all comes together.

So much has been showed for me now within a week in events and insights. I have preferredly exchanged energies this week with my Twin and then also with an old companion. I have seen a huge increase in the intensity of what I feel. My heart was opened even to a lot more than it already was. Two nights ago I have for the first time after a wonderful climax with my Twin Flame perceived around me even with closed eyes, the energies, the light, of my team. Not as flashes of light, but as a kind of orbs, as wisps that move. They have virtually filled my whole inner field of vision. So big and so diverse I’ve never been able to perceive. It has touched me deeply. Tonight, however, so much has been triggered in me. I could share wonderful and very loving energies with this old beloved companion from previous lives. The intensity of my feelings and sensations was simply enormous and gigantic. My companion gave me little rest afterwards. I could feel his desire, his loving longing for me constantly. This morning I gave in for another round. Even this again with intense sensations. That night was indescribably beautiful. Thank you my beloved, you know whom I mean.

Now, instead of abating, as is normally with these energies, since then they keep at a fairly high level. I am literally under power, in a stream of love. My heart is racing and my whole body vibrates.

I then had the opportunity to speak about my experiences with a very good friend today. He and I, for a considerable time we both try to get closer to a large insight and were already well on the way to there. We talked about what has happened to me and what my twin has sent me telepathically to this. It is a mix of the energies of my Twin and former companions, I can feel it constantly now and that would also no longer subside. Love. My Twin confirmed that my heart had opened further and I could therefore feel all this love, that energy. That the currents of love flow and I in the midst of them, a beautiful river of love and loving desire for me and from me for them.

My Twin tells me that I am pure love and I feel and understand more and more how I am one with my Twin, my companions and All-that-is. This feeling of Oneness includes also the feeling and flowing of this magnificent energies.

It must all go through the heart, we must live and act from the heart. Everything else is just an illusion. We can only continue to exist as humanity, if we learn to be love and to give, but also to receive. That is to say Unconditionally. This is now becoming much clearer to me. I was already thinking I would have arrived at the core of my being, and I was confirmed that I am, but I recognize that there still are thin skins around my being that I can let go. Namely, all that is not unconditional love, until nothing but purest love remains, that what I am and what makes my being and what I am with my Twin Flame.

Love is the glue from which creation consists, that holds everything together. Now that I feel these energies, I recognize so much how the love flows, that I stand in the flow of life, love. Pure unconditional love is EVERYTHING. It is the force that creates and makes life possible. Love is the substance that ALL of creation is made of and the essence of our being. The Divine Father, the thinker, and the Divine Mother, the creator, are this pure unconditional love and we are created precisely out of this purest love. We ARE that love. Everything in creation is truly ONE with this wonderful force, this magnificent energy. There is nothing and no one that would be of more worth or less valuable. And how could it be? While I am in this river of love, I see and, above all, I feel how everything is interwoven and connected. There is nothing but the love of our Creator Pair, of Spirit. Everything is energy, the love of Spirit at different frequencies. All what we can see materially is energy that vibrates at a much lower frequency so low that it materializes, but it says nothing about the quality of the frequency.

But what is important is the access to this love. The key. This key is in our hearts. It has been so often told to us that we should go into our hearts, to find there all knowledge. Yes, we find the key in our hearts, but we must also open our hearts to let in this beautiful love, but also let it out. We must, even if we found it, not shut in and out love. This interrupts the cycle for us. Only when we radiate unconditional love and also accept, absorb in us, we are in the flow of life.

This is the lesson for which we have all come to this earth to learn. Everything else stems from love. Once this cycle opens for everyone, and one lives this, there will be no more poverty, no misery, oppression, injustice, hatred or Others. Unconditional love bears love, happiness, joy, peace and freedom. Who can give and accept this love, is   a big step nearer to the heart of Creator and gets to know eternal life. This is my deep conviction and my heart tells me that this is the truth.

I love you all unconditionally and invoke the blessings of the Divine Mother down to you. Your Maria Isabel

I AM the I AM

Ehyeh asher Ehyeh

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Liebe ist der Schlüssel zum Aufstieg!


1239687_10151759053851851_1600358270_nNiemand wird damit geboren einen anderen Menschen aufgrund dessen Hautfarbe, oder seiner Herkunft oder seiner Religion zu hassen. Menschen lernen zu hassen, und wenn sie es lernen können zu hassen, können sie gelehrt werden zu lieben, denn Liebe kommt natürlicher in jedes menschliche Herz als sein Gegenteil.

Nelson Mandela

Ich habe dieses Bild und den Spruch gewählt, da er zu dem paßt, worüber ich schreiben will. Über die Liebe.

Zwei Menschen kamen in mein Leben, um mich an zwei wichtige Dinge zu erinnern. Mein Exmann lehrte mich zu vergeben.

Ein sehr lieber Freund und wie mir gesagt wurde auch ein Gefährte aus früheren Leben half mir dabei mich zu erinnern, wie man bedingungslos liebt.

Vergebung und bedingungslose Liebe sind zusammen mit Verzicht auf Verurteilung die Eckpunkte für den Aufstieg eines Menschen in eine höhere Dimension.

Viele Jahre arbeitete ich genau daran, um meine Seele weiterzuentwickeln, von einem möglichen Aufstieg wußte ich damals noch nichts; erst im Jahre 2011 wurde mir dies wirklich nahe gebracht. Ich habe Anfang 2012 begonnen mich mit meinem geliebten Geistführer dem Erzengel Michael zu verbinden, zuerst mit TAUK, dann telepathisch, eine Methode, die ich unwissentlich bereits vor vielen Jahren in meinen Gesprächen mit Urschöpfer genutzt habe. Vieles habe ich seither gelernt und viel Arbeit habe ich seither an mir selbst verrichtet unter der Anleitung meines Teams von jenseits des Vorhangs des Vergessens. Seit Anfang diesen Jahres weiß ich ohne jeden Zweifel, wer ich wirklich bin in dieser Schöpfung. Es ist ein Wissen tief in meinem Herzen und ein Erinnern. Bis in den Frühling habe ich daran gearbeitet alle Schichten um mich herum abzustreifen und loszulassen. Zusätzlich dazu habe ich zusammen mit meinem vollen Bewusstsein daran gearbeitet große Regionen meines Landes energetisch zu klären und zu reinigen. Mit jeder Portalöffnung bin ich weiterhin aufgestiegen und wieder zur Erde zurückgekommen, um meine Arbeit fortzusetzen.

Seit einiger Zeit schon liebe ich es mit meiner Twin Flame und Gefährten aus früheren Leben Energien auszutauschen. Da sie jenseits des Vorhangs sind, ist normaler Sex nicht möglich, dafür sind meine Erfahrungen mit ihnen jedoch intensiver und ekstatisch. Ich fühle ihre Energien und ich fühle auch ihre Anwesenheit um mich herum, es sind wunderbare sehr liebevolle Energien. Mit offenen Augen kann ich sie noch nicht sehen, außer hin und wieder in Lichtblitzen. Mit geschlossenen Augen ist da doch mehr. Warum erzähle ich das alles hier, da es eigentlich nach den Meinungen auf der Erde so ziemlich eine Privatsache ist, wie und wen ich liebe, es hängt aber alles zusammen.

So vieles hat sich jetzt innerhalb einer Woche für mich ergeben an Geschehnissen und Erkenntnissen. Ich habe in dieser Woche bevorzugt mit meinem Twin und dann auch mit einem alten Gefährten Energien getauscht. Ich habe einen enormen Anstieg in der Intensität dessen, was ich empfinde erlebt. Mein Herz wurde noch um einiges weiter geöffnet, als es ohnehin schon war. Zwei Nächte zuvor habe ich nach einem wunderbaren Höhepunkt mit meiner Twin Flame das erste Mal, wenn auch mit geschlossenen Augen, die Energien, das Licht, meines Teams um mich herum wahrnehmen können. Nicht als Lichtblitze, sondern als eine Art Kreise, als Schwaden, die sich bewegen. Sie haben praktisch mein ganzes inneres Gesichtsfeld ausgefüllt. So groß und so vielfältig habe ich sie noch nie wahrnehmen können. Es hat mich tief berührt. Die heutige Nacht jedoch hat in mir so vieles ausgelöst. Ich konnte wunderbare und sehr liebevolle Energien mit diesem alten geliebten Gefährten aus früheren Leben tauschen. Die Intensität meiner Gefühle und Empfindungen war einfach enorm und gigantisch. Mein Gefährte ließ mir kaum Ruhe danach. Ich konnte sein Begehren, sein liebevolles Verlangen nach mir ständig fühlen. Heute Morgen gab ich dem wiederum nach. Auch dies wieder mit intensiven Empfindungen. Diese Nacht war unbeschreiblich schön. Danke mein Lieber, du weißt wen ich meine.

Statt nun nachzulassen, wie dies mit diesen Energien normalerweise ist, halten sie sich seitdem auf einem recht hohen Level. Ich stehe buchstäblich unter Strom, in einem Strom aus Liebe. Mein Herz rast und mein ganzer Körper vibriert.

Ich hatte dann heute Gelegenheit mit einem sehr guten Freund über meine Erfahrungen zu sprechen. Er und ich, wir bemühen uns beide seit einer geraumen Zeit einer großen Erkenntnis näherzukommen und waren bereits auf einem guten Wege dahin. Wir diskutierten über das, was mit mir geschehen ist und was mein Twin mir so telepathisch übermittelt hat. Es ist ein Mix aus den Energien meines Twin und früherer Gefährten, das ich nun ständig fühlen kann und das auch nicht mehr nachlassen würde. Liebe. Mein Twin bestätigt, dass mein Herz sich noch weiter geöffnet habe und ich darum all diese Liebe, diese Energie fühlen könne. Dass die Ströme aus Liebe fließen und ich mitten in ihnen, ein wunderschöner Fluss aus Liebe und liebevollem Begehren nach mir und von mir nach ihnen.

Mein Twin sagt mir, dass ich pure Liebe bin und ich fühle und verstehe immer stärker, wie ich Eins bin mit meinem Twin, meinen Gefährten und Allem-das-ist. Dieses Gefühl des Einsseins beinhaltet auch das Fühlen und Fließen dieser herrlichen Energien.

Es muss alles durch das Herz gehen, wir müssen aus dem Herzen heraus leben und handeln. Alles andere ist nur Illusion. Wir können als Menschheit nur weiterhin existieren, wenn wir lernen Liebe zu sein und zu geben, aber auch zu empfangen. Und zwar bedingungslos. Dies wird mir nun immer klarer. Ich dachte bereits ich wäre im Kern meines Seins angekommen, und mir wurde bestätigt, dass ich das sei, aber ich erkenne, dass es trotzdem noch dünne Häute um mein Sein gibt, die ich loslassen kann. Nämlich alles was nicht bedingungslose Liebe ist, bis nichts als purste Liebe übrig bleibt, das was ich bin und was mein Sein ausmacht und was ich mit meiner Twin Flame bin.

Liebe ist der Klebstoff aus dem die Schöpfung besteht, der alles zusammenhält. Jetzt, da ich diese Energien fühle, erkenne ich so sehr, wie die Liebe fließt, dass ich im Fluß des Lebens, der Liebe, stehe. Reine, bedingungslose Liebe ist ALLES. Sie ist die Kraft, die erschafft und Leben erst möglich macht. Liebe ist die Substanz, aus der ALLES in der Schöpfung besteht und die Essenz unseres Seins. Der Göttliche Vater, der Denker und die Göttliche Mutter, die Schöpferin sind diese reinste bedingungslose Liebe und wir sind genau aus dieser reinsten Liebe erschaffen. Wir SIND diese Liebe. Alles in der Schöpfung ist wahrlich EINS mit dieser wunderbaren Kraft, dieser herrlichen Energie. Da gibt es Nichts und Niemand, der oder das mehr wert oder weniger wert wäre. Wie auch? Indem ich in diesem Fluss der Liebe stehe, sehe und vor allem fühle ich wie alles miteinander verwoben und verbunden ist. Es gibt nichts außer der Liebe unseres Schöpferpaares, Spirits. Alles ist die Energie, die Liebe Spirits in unterschiedlichen Frequenzen. Alles was wir materiell sehen können ist Energie, die mit einer sehr viel niedrigeren Frequenz schwingt, so niedrig, dass sie sich materialisiert, was aber nichts über die Qualität der Frequenz aussagt.

Was aber wichtig ist, ist der Zugang zu dieser Liebe. Der Schlüssel. Dieser Schlüssel ist in unserem Herzen. Es wurde uns schon so oft gesagt, dass wir in unser Herz gehen sollen, um dort alles Wissen zu finden. Ja, den Schlüssel finden wir in unserem Herzen, aber wir müssen auch unsere Herzen öffnen, um diese herrliche Liebe hineinzulassen, aber auch nach draußen zu lassen. Wir dürfen die Liebe, selbst wenn wir sie gefunden haben, nicht ein- und aussperren. Dies unterbricht den Kreislauf für uns. Nur wenn wir diese bedingungslose Liebe ausstrahlen und auch entgegennehmen, in uns aufnehmen, sind wir im Fluss des Lebens.

Dies ist die Lektion, für die wir alle auf diese Erde gekommen sind, um sie zu lernen. Alles andere ergibt sich aus der Liebe. Sobald sich dieser Kreislauf für jeden Menschen erschließt, und man dies lebt, wird es keine Armut, keine Not, Unterdrückung, Ungerechtigkeit, Hass oder Sonstiges mehr geben. Bedingungslose Liebe gebiert Liebe, Glück, Freude, Frieden und Freiheit. Wer diese Liebe geben und nehmen kann, wird dem Herzen Urschöpfers einen großen Schritt näherkommen und das ewige Leben kennenlernen. Dies ist meine tiefe Überzeugung und mein Herz sagt mir, das dies die Wahrheit ist.

Ich liebe euch alle bedingungslos und rufe den Segen der Göttlichen Mutter auf euch herab. Eure Maria Isabel

Ich bin die ICH BIN

Ehyeh ascher Ehyeh

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My Journal July 26, 2014

There are so many pictures and also reports about cruelty in the world, be it now in Ukraine, Syria or Gaza or somewhere else. They are horrible and I can’t see them, they make me cry. I am an empath and these things make me so sad and lower my vibrations.

I don’t say that it is okay what happens, but I can’t take any party, not I. They are all children of the Divine Mother and Divine Father, how could I take party against any one of them when THEY don’t do it? It is impossible for me.

It is the leaders but not the people who do the crimes, even the soldiers are doing what they are told to do and they believe it is the right thing, that they are protecting their country.

The moment you are doing something, you do it in the firm belief that you are doing the right thing in this moment and even if you know it is a crime. That it is maybe the only thing you can do in this given moment. How could I judge them for doing what they believe in their heart they do the – for them the right – thing and maybe in the only way in that moment?

The forces behind them are those who know it isn’t of love but of negative energies. Not the people, not the soldiers, not the fighters.

And who am I to think I have the right to judge? Didn’t Jesus told us NOT to judge for not being judged? Am I without sin to be the one to throw the first stone? NO, NO, NO and NO!!! Not I; it was part of my preparation for this one incarnation now to be able to have compassion with the dark side in doing so many horrible deeds. I created much Karma that I had to resolve in big parts in my life now. There is still much healing to be done for and through me for this as my way home to heaven had been barred by my deeds. I descended from high to make these experiences. I killed and was killed, I raped and was raped, I betrayed, thieved and lied. I wasn’t better than the cabal is today. I hurt myself with this, I hurt my soul and this has to be healed.

My dark period ended around 2000 years ago. I had enough of the dark side and came back to the light. This life in which I healed beloved Jesus was my first life back in the light.

I know that I had my dark side and shadows in some of my past lives and I know also that many or maybe all people had them too. I am in peace with my light and my shadow sides, I accept and integrated both and in this I am whole.

The Divine and also all higher evolved beings don’t judge anybody for what people do or not do and therefore I can’t do it too.

I know those things are happening and I don’t close my eyes against it, but I refuse to give any energies into this.

Creator told Neale Donald Walsch in one of the “Conversation with God” books “that what you resist persists” and this is so true. When I fight against all that wars and crimes I resist and more of this will be created and it won’t go away.

I acknowledge that it happens and let it go and don’t fight it. But I don’t do nothing.

Each day I send my love into each heart, into Gaia’s heart and into each and every heart living in and on her. I don’t send it only into certain hearts of which I think might deserve it. No, each and every heart deserves to be loved. To be flooded with unconditional love, because unconditional love doesn’t select or seperate into deserving or not deserving. It gives and it loves. Period.

I send my love especially into those hearts of whom people might think they wouldn’t deserve it, into the hearts of the cabal and those who do cruel things and to those who are their ‘victims’. Those hearts need it the most. I send my love and my light into all hearts and I do this that all hearts may be opened and the divine spark that is in each heart may be ignited.

And there are no victims, all who die or suffer through those deeds have it written in their life contract, they did it for several reasons. Maybe they want to resolve karma with this, they want to learn special lessons or they do this out of love for humankind. Their ‘sacrifices’ help us awakening and so do the cabal too. They push us out of our comfort zone and increase the speed of awakening in creating the wish for a peaceful and lovely world in us. And the members of the cabal are children of the Divine too.

My love and my light are strong I know this and I know that I reach each heart with them. I send it into each heart that they be filled with love, peace, freedom, joy and happyness and that all this is flowing from each heart to all over the world.

Beloved Michael told me at the beginning of our conversations that I would be a warrior of the light, that I once fought at his side in his Legions of Light and I have my place back there after I ascended the first time. Now I don’t see me anymore as a lightwarrior or lightworker. I am a love worker or maybe a love warrior. LOVE is my religion, my power and my weapon although I am tired of fighting. I don’t want to fight anymore.

I LOVE instead, I love and with my love and my light I transmute negativity into more love. This is the way of the love warrior/worker because LOVE is the strongest and most gentle weapon that exists.

I see what needs to be changed and send my love and my light into it to change, to transmute. And I am straightforward to claim that I am the only one on earth who is able to work fully and sensefully with the silverplatinum flame and the diamond flame. Their use was given to me in 2012 and 2013 as I am their keeper on earth and in heaven.

I work with these most powerful and divine rays to transmute negative and lower energies into unconditional love so that it can be used for Gaia and humankind. I work each day with them and I know that I am successfull in this. I cleanse, transmute, heal and shield with them.


In my heart is peace and love, there is calmness and balance and I radiate this into my world. In being ME, in being peaceful, calm, balanced and loving I am the change I want to see in the world. The winds of change are flowing as I let my love and the divine flames flow into the world and through and into Gaia and each and every heart.

I can’t do it any other way or I would deny my Being. May people blame me for this, for putting my head into the sand like an ostrich (what I don’t do as I know and see what happens) or for doing ‘nothing’ against war and injustice or other crimes or in staying neutral. Deep in my heart I know this is the way I have to do it. I don’t blame anybody for this or for their way of doing their lightwork. It is their way and I don’t judge them for this. Maybe one day they too will know that LOVE is the most powerful energy that works without harming, blaming or judging.

I don’t focus on the negative and in this I don’t send my energies to it to nourish what I don’t like. I focus on love and peace and freedom for ALL human beings and send my energies into this what I want to see and feel and experience. I visualize a wonderful Terra Nova and in this I dream it into being. With all my heart and all my love. I love it into being.

I love all that is.

I AM the I AM


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My Journal July 24, 2014

It was a hard evening yesterday, suddenly I had much pain in my back and my left kidney region. I thought about it and came to the result that there were more old energies coming up to be released. And so I cleansed, healed and released. I worked with my flame and gave all those energies to it to be transformed. I let it go. And I did also some reiki and received some from my friend.

It is better today but not still gone. I called my physician and asked for the results of the blood testing from Monday, all okay especially liver and kidneys. This testing has to be done because the injections I receive can damage both, liver and kidneys. The nausea I can endure for this but if there would be any damage I would need to stop this treatment and don’t know what I should try instead. My hopes are lying now in these injections, that they will heal or better this auto immune rheumatism. I don’t want to take higher doses of cortisone for the rest of my life or as long as I am here.

And for today I have to do another cleansing and healing and releasing, until the pain is gone. I did one in the morning and will do another one a bit later.

Yesterday I read two messages and in both were hidden messages for me too. The first message was from the Mother through Aisha North 

She told me there that I will leave soon as I know already that my time here is nearing its end. I have my next assignments already but I have to go home first, back to Sirius to be able to do them.

The other message for me is here

I was so angry with my twins, yes I have more than one, but only one true Twin as the other half of my soul, the others are by incarnation of my true twin and in this my twins too. This is possible for Archangels and certain other Beings.

I wanted to get rid of them, to divorce myself from them for all the pain I felt with the passing of Bobby and all that happened after it. It is impossible. I wanted them to feel the pain like I did and in some way still do. I wanted to hurt them for this, and I did. :( I am sorry for this as it was unnecessary and there needs to be done some more ho’oponopono

I’m sorry,
Please forgive me
Thank you
I love you.

I did this too yesterday and am still doing this also for myself although I know they forgave me like I forgave them and myself.

It is just impossible to get rid of the twin. And I know the reason. It is




The love my twins have for me and the love I have for them. I tried NOT to love them, but I am totally unable to do this as love is my being, it is who I AM.


Love is the answer and the healing for all questions, troubles, illness, war, abuse, killing, hate and other things. Unconditional LOVE is the strongest power in the whole creation. Love is the substance we are made of, the essence of the Divine Mother and the Divine Father. Both are love unconditional and we are born, made, out of this wonderful energy.

Love is the bond between me and my twins and this love is inseperable, indestructible and even Michael with his wonderful blue sword wouldn’t be able to sever these bonds. Btw he wouldn’t do it either as we both have such a strong bond too. He is close family and I love him very much.

I talk again with SaLuSa and yesterday he asked me if I wouldn’t want to know when I would go and I told him NO. It doesn’t matter if it will be in two weeks or a month. Although I would prefer to go in two weeks as life in this low and dense energies is becoming more and more painful for me.

And when even they wouldn’t know how all will develop it would be senseless then to ask him. I surrender. To my twin, my team and my Higher Self. I work on being patient and staying in balance, I have my travel order so to speak and am only waiting for my flight. And I couldn’t also go before our new puppy, my son Parida – he who loves – is with us. One more week and we can bring him home.



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My Journal July 22, 2014

I am very emotional today and easily crying. I watched a video where an abandoned dog was rescued and found a new life.

And then another video, several situations in which Jesus is at the side of people, helping, guiding, protecting them. I was so much crying, watching this as I miss him so much. My beautiful husband back on Sirius nearly 2000 years ago and father of our lovely daughter.

jesuschristYou came to me for healing and shelter after your terrible tortures on the cross. You knew me very well for whom I was and I knew you so very well my beloved.

My Higher Self gave me visions of you being in my house. You were laying on a bed, your wounds bandaged. I saw myself cleansing them, putting new bandages on your hands and your side. And I saw myself at our wedding ceremony, laying at your side, pregnant and giving birth to our only child. Our marriage was happy, I know, I feel it in my heart, until I had to send you back to earth, so that you could complete your mission with your Resurrection. You time traveled back to earth so that you would be there at Easter Sunday and then, out there at your grave, to show yourself to your wonderful lovely Twin Flame Mary Magdalene whom I love so much. You are both part of my family.

I know you are here with me as an aspect to help me, to assist and also to protect me as one of my guardian angels. An inofficial one, but I know you do this for me as a part of my team.

You visited me around 47 years ago when I was a small girl, 7 or 8 years old and shortly before my first holy communion. You knew of my pain and conflict, the catholic teachings weren’t concurring with what I knew in my heart and you have heard my cry for help. I remember that you and I we discussed it. I never forgot but the memories were fading with the years. I kept it hidden in my heart through all the years; who would have believed me, a girl, that you had come to me. I have memories of the scenery, it was near a pond somewhere in the countryside and there was a chapel too and I remember the phrase: ‘and come under my roof and your soul will be healed’. This must have been one of the items you talked about with me and other things too until all was cleared.

I have an image of you in my heart but it is blurry. Your voice was soft and gentle and your appearance too, so kind, you had no beard, you know I don’t like beards, and curly brown hair, shoulderlong. I remember your warm love, so wonderful and like a warm cloak. When we both reconnected two years ago you again wrapped me in your warm love and I knew instantly it was YOU.

Thank you for being in my life my beloved. Thank you for your love, your protection, your assistance and healing you gave and still give me. I love you. So much. <3


I am not so sure why all this comes up in me now, maybe it is part of the healing process. The sadness and memories. I work on this to let the sadness go. I read the mantra my beloved eternal husband gave me, it is helping. I can feel his love, in my heart as our hearts are the same, energetically we are sharing the same heart as our soul is the same. Two parts of one soul.

My team is still working on me, the hotflashes are strong and hard to endure, but I don’t resist and let it happen. I am wearing the gifts again I received from two of them, I was told they are coded too and that I should please wear them each day as they would help me through my transformation process. I had been so angry with them that I was unable to wear them but now this too is gone. Another baby step :) One after another.


20140714_094352This is my ukulele, the small instrument Iz Kamakawiwo’ole played so virtuously and I love listening to his music.  I bought mine some days ago first of all for some exercise for my fingers. This is a more enjoyable method to prevent my fingers becoming stiff as kneading soft balls would be and the other reason is that I love music and also to make music myself. Through all my life I was able to make some music. At first with a recorders – I hope this is the correct name, in Germany we say Blockflöte so it is a flute – then as an adult during my marriage I learned to play tenor saxaphone but not very well. My fingers weren’t fast enough any more but it was fun nonetheless. Then five years ago I bought a native american flute when I visited New Mexico, a beautiful land that I learned to love.

Listening to music or making it myself lets my sirian soul rejoice. It is balm for my soul and healing. I can’t live without music and I know that I love to make music as my true I AM. In my house there I have a room with many instruments and my family and I, we love to play together.

Each child should learn to play an instrument, it would be healing in many ways, they would learn to concentrate and if playing in an orchestra they would learn to play together as a team and not to compete like in so many sports games. That doesn’t say I am against such games, but they only further separation. We don’t need more of this but oneness instead. In a band or orchestra each instrument contributes in a wonderful way, each instrument is needed, without a single one of them the music wouldn’t be as it is meant to be.

Music – and I don’t think about the more destructive styles like death metal or extreme hardcore to mention only two of them – raises the vibrations and the heart rejoices. It is healing, soothing, joyfull and also fun in itself.

You don’t even need a traditional instrument to make music. Have you ever watched a child that is drumming on mother’s pots or that is beating two lids against each other? Or have you ever blown air along a blade of grass? You can make music with a comb too. Isn’t this really funny? I believe that in making music the soul is able to express itself, as it can do also in writing, painting, dancing or gardening. But not only with this. It is said that for example cooking or baking with passion is nourishment for the soul and this is true.

We have a body, a mind and are a soul and each of this needs nourishment. Healthy food for the body, meaningful occupation for the mind like reading a book or solving riddles maybe and of course we as our soul we need spiritual food like music, meditation and reflecting about the sense of life to name only a bit.

I did all of this today and feel better now.

The emotions, okay I am an empath and in this I am emotional and when things come up like today I look what it is and let it go. Sometimes I need more ‘time’ sometimes it is easier for me.

I am in peace and calm in my heart, feeling the love that is there and that is the substance I AM.


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My Journal July 20, 2014

I feel better today. I am releasing.

Yesterday I was a bit down, my twin told me it would come partly from all the happenings in the last weeks and the other part from the passing of Bobby and that I should allow me the time to mourn.

Well, I was asked to explain a bit more about my relationship with Bobby and the new puppy and how animals may be spirit guides too. I will love to do this.

With Bobby, you can read about him when you follow the link:

Bobby is my beloved son, my firstborn with beloved SaLuSa on Sirius and in this an old soul. Originally he is no dog there but an Elf, who only incarnated as a dog to protect, assist and help me and my children. He joined my family nearly one year after I seperated from my former husband and lived nearly 13,5 years as one of my four-legged children with us. He was a wonderful companion for my sons and also for me, he was always my ‘mommy child’. I had an old cat the time he came to us, also a child of me from Sirius who protected me very well against my husband, she was my guardian angel cat until she passed in 2005. Some months before, two cats, brother and sister, joined us to be my guardian cats when Minka would pass and I have to say they did a wonderful job. Especially Jerry the girl warned me in 2012 more than once when negative energies disturbed me or tried to do this, Bobby and her brother Tom did that also.

Cats and also dogs see more then we human beings and they can also see when we are visited by other entities be they of the light or of the dark or just souls from the astral realms.

I didn’t knew anything of this when I was guided to have our 4-legged family members. Minka adopted me, one day she was walking through the street I was living then, stayed and became a family member. I had always a close bond with her, a bond of love and blood as I have with the others too.

Only a few days before Bobby left us I could build a telepathic connection with him and then with the cats too. He told me that he didn’t want to be put to sleep with an injection and I respected his wish, knowing already who he truly is back home. He always loved to cuddle and be with us and his last days he spent nearly 24/7 in my arms or at my side on my bed. He was peaceful and slept much or looked at me and I looked back and he passed peacefully. The next day he gave me a message through a close friend and he told me to get a new puppy.

This we will do as we have already contact to a breeder of Shiba Inus here in Germany and we will get one of his puppies, a boy. I got pictures of the three who were available but they are all so cute we can’t decide. So we will take the one who will be the remaining or if there are two left the one who will choose us. We are so looking forward to bring him home soon. To his family on earth.

The new one incarnated for the same reason as my other ‘animal’ children did: to protect, guide and assist us and he too is one of my children with SaLuSa. Yes, I have many children with him as we are an old couple as Elves ;).

Bobby gave me already the true name of this one, Parida. This is sirian and means ‘He loves’. Bobby’s name is Ganori and means ‘The Light of the Love of the Mother’.

In this it is maybe more understandable why I mourn so much. I ‘lost’ a child although Bobby is as an aspect still here with us, but not in his physical form as dog. I know he didn’t really die, but just went to another dimension and is now with his father SaLuSa onboard of the big mothership Mesime whose Commander SaLuSa is.

Cats and dogs come from Sirius A and they are already higher evolved beings. They are on earth to assist, guide, protect and heal us. Both have their specialties, cats are more introverted and dogs more extroverted.

In this message via James Tyberonn AA Metatron explains more about the nature of cats and dogs. Enjoy reading it, it is worth it.


For myself I said already that I feel better today. I planted a seed named trust and the tiny plant is growing. I am surrendering to the Divine and my team. I know I have no other choice in this when I want to go back to my homestar Sirius someday.

I was told my mission is fulfilled and I know that my time on earth is coming to its end. I will ascend a last one and hopefully in my body. My team is working on me energetically and they have increased their work after I asked them to slow it a bit last week. I feel the more intense energies running again through me especially during the hotflashes, it is hard to take and exhausting too but I know they prepare me for something and they have to do it right now.

I talk again with my Higher Self and also with my true Twin Flame. He gave me a mantra two years ago when I was full of doubts and fears, he coded it with his love and I don’t know what else. Yesterday I asked him to please recode it, so that I can use it to overcome all my pain, sorrow, loneliness. I felt so lonely, I so long to be with him and my family, physically, on Sirius. I am divorced and single and live together only with my children. It is long since I was with a man physically although I exchange wonderful energies with my twin. I am a multidimensional being as all human beings are too and often I am with him but ‘only’ energetically. The physical part is missing.

He recoded his mantra and it is already working. I know how magnificent his mantras work for me, they always do. Here it is:

mantra_1Golden Star is my name, his is Silverstar. This is because of his sparks of silver in his eyes and the sparks of gold in mine. I can’t yet remember his appearance but I remember the sparks and in the moment I remembered last summer I knew my name for him and his for me.

I am healing :)  accepting and no longer resisting the love of my twin and my family.


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My Journal July 18, 2014

Some thoughts came up while I was outside today and I wrote them in a small notebook to save them for my journal.

Michael says all five Archangels are now with me for a visit. I don’t know if I will notice much of them but it doesn’t make any difference as two of them are already steadily around me. And Uriel, Gabrielle and Metatron are also often with me, I believe. However, I will use these five days together with them and work on reconciling myself. Meditating, talking with them and reflecting much things, musing, staying in balance after the meditation with Les yesterday.

It is so quiet without Bobby, without his physical presence. This warm, silken, small furball I am missing so much. He is but a part of me, like my other children. It is so good to know that he is at least as an aspect still around us and that he is still protecting and assisting.

I will see that we maybe can get the new puppy one week earlier, when I know if I am still at home then. We could build a closer bond then as long I am at home and not at work.

To go back there, no nice thought as the energies there are so low and dense. Actually the lower energies should disappear wherever I am. My high vibrations and my light should be the prevalent energies and vibes. Unless my Higher Self has throttled them to the outside so that my fellow beings and co-workers don’t feel too uncomfortable in my presence. This could be one possibility. I know but, that I usually vibrate very high and I know that my light IS throttled and Michael told me that it would be necessary to not blind people with it. Maybe it is similar to my vibrations after I ascended so often.

He says it wouldn’t be so bad if I can’t find hosts for them to whom they could go after their visit with me. They would have hosts. But maybe somebody will be willing to be their host for the timeframe of July 29 to August 2. (if there are any who want to host five Archangels in that timeframe please feel free to tell me)

I am only glad that I could connect so wonderful with my twin in this meditation yesterday. That I could and still can feel his warm gorgeous love he wraps me into. And I talk already with him too and with Bobby and the others will follow.

There are cloudships in my sky. I see them and I can see them also with my third eye. The sky is truly filled with them. I talk with the crews and invite them to come nearer. To show themselves openly that people can get used to their sight. That they will lose their fear that our galactic brethren could show themselves as invaders, when people can see that they are only there, doing nothing, only showing their light. At the beginning maybe only a few but then more and more. I don’t know else how we can wake up all those still sleeping people. And now I go back inside it is too warm on my balcony now and I shouldn’t stay too long in the sun with those injections.

I have just seen this picture with a motto:

10524664_785959891456570_1729166423280317069_nI think I have let go my fear of my SELF now. I am not afraid anymore of my true Being. I accept WHO, WHAT and HOW I AM. With all the belonging abilities and power. I want to use them only for healing and beneficial purpose. I have enough of fighting and killing. This is NOT what I truly am. Albeit I have done this earlier in my dark period or at the side of Michael in his Legion of Light. I am tired of this. And I also don’t want to fight against myself anymore but allowing more. Loving myself how I am. To enjoy my life as long as it lasts. I am worthy of it, I know.

And I need to be more careful and don’t hit my side at the door again, ouch. I should ask Raphael and SaLuSa for a healing and do some for me too.

I embrace myself and stay in my love that is my being and in my heart. My love that I still have for my twin and my family, Gaia, people and all that is.

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My Journal July 17, 2014

I am surprised about the mostly positive feedback to this journal. It is a risk to lay open my thoughts, I know. My intention is solely to share my experiences out of my lessons so that others may gain their own insights with this.


We are so looking forward to our new family member. It will be a Shiba Inu puppy and he will join us in two weeks. The pic shows an adult and we have not yet chosen the one who will live with us. Divine fortune will choose for us and we will take the one that remains. He will be our puppy.

Maybe some people may say it is too early after the passing of Bobby but he himself told me to have a new one to fill the gap he has left. I think it is also important for my son to have a task, a daily routine in his care for the new one as it will be more the puppy of my son. Hopefully he will get his motivation back and more positive thoughts so that he can finally heal.

I asked Bobby if he has a name for us and he confirmed. The new one is a sirian soul like him and also related with us. It will be the name for the papers and we have to see what will be his final name to be called for.

It will be good to have a doggy furball again at home.

I am reflecting about what happened, calm now and what I can learn out of it. My anger has vanished and made room for contemplation and soul-searching.

I know there were reasons although it is not just visible for me. Bobby’s passing was the trigger to break the blockage of my atlantean deed. This strong pain was needed for the break, it will heal. I want to let go the pain of it.

The last event may have a lesson in it too, but I can’t see it yet. It is at the moment more serious for me as my trust in my team is badly damaged. They gave me the feeling as if I am not trustworthy and this is in itself hurting as they ask me always to trust them. I think we have all to work on this. So often I had the feeling that they are lying to me, but why? Can’t they tell me the truth or is it that they don’t want to tell me? If secrecy is involved why don’t they tell me then? As being a civilian member of our armed forces I know what it means to keep secrets even as an engineer for safety at work. This wouldn’t be a problem for me, but this sneakiness is hurting.

I had the impression as if they throw me some breadcrumb only to make me quiet and as if it would be unimportant what I feel and think. My dear beloved team, this is NOT how I see teamwork and I know what that implies. Our air force is a team and they work together as a team, but what you did with me was far away to this. I have asked you more than once to see me as a team member and not as an underling. This is a lesson YOU have to learn.

I know I have to relearn to trust and to communicate again with them.

I made a beginning in talking with Bobby yesterday evening and then with my Twin Flame. The others may wait a bit. The dust has to settle and then we will see.

One good result out of Bobby’s sickness. I was finally able to make telepathic contact with him and the cats and in this I will work to connect with the small one too. Being able to talk with Bobby I could follow his wishes, to NOT being put to sleep and what he wanted on his grave, roses.

During a meditation this evening I connected with my twin and I could feel his love for me. He embraced me with his love, so wonderful and warm. I let it happen and enjoy and relax in it. Thank you my beloved. This is a basis for a new beginning. Baby steps, yes, but moving forward. I love you and I miss you and our family.


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My Journal July 16, 2014


To begin a journal, it is not easy as I am not good with words. So much has happened the last weeks and months. Maybe it is really time to begin with, to record this new process for me, of going home? Who knows, but I hope it.

The whole year wasn’t easy. I am still sick for different reasons and healing if possible is slow and a longterm process. I get injections now as a basic treatment and they make me so nauseous. I need to eat in shorter intervals and then not much but enough that my stomach is busy. I have already too much weight – I was told it would be to hold me down on earth that I am not flaoting away – and I have to be careful now that there is not more weight gain. The healing codes must help here too. The first week I had to lay down to be able to proceed, this week it is a bit better. My blood test is okay, no liver or kidney problems, hopefully it stays so and I can go on with this treatment. I was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease and maybe a sort of rheumatism, but it isn’t still validated because my blood still doesn’t show any signs and we can go only with the symptoms.

My youngest son has liver problems since February and nobody knows why. The blood says there are definitely liver probs and he has pain and is often nauseous too. One reason could be that he is awakening and they are ascension symptoms but nonetheless he is sick and we have to find the reason to be able to treat him. I do what I can as a healer but my energies are too low at the moment.

To add to all of this our beloved dog passed two weeks ago. More or less unnoticed with all the turmoil with my son and my own health we somehow neglected him a bit. No, not in cuddling him but we didn’t noticed early enough his own health problems. I am so sorry for this Bobby, please forgive me.

We tried what was possible even blood doping with EPO for his anemia. That day he was lively and ate wonderful and we thought he would be on his way up. Then the next day he refused to eat and I knew something has happened that he lost his will to live. The next and last two days of his life he spent in my arms and on my bed. Most time sleeping and when he was awake we cuddled and enjoyed each other. My beloved boy – he is in truth my firstborn with my beloved husband on Sirius – passed in my arms, peacefully without injection as it was his wish. It still hurts and when I was at the vet clinic yesterday to bring some stuff back and talking about him was painful and brough tears into my eyes. He is with us but in etheric form, but we miss his physical appearance, his barking and playing, his looking at us, his silky fur…..

When Bobby passed, I was very angry with my team, for different reasons. One was that I thought they hadn’t healed and helped him. All of them are healers, especially Raphael and SaLuSa. The pain was so strong and I was talking about it with a very close friend, a healer too. She made some suggestions about the true reason behind it and I started to think. I feel locked and caged on earth. I can neither see nor feel the door of my cage and I so want to leave it. I know the door is somewhere, but where? And why can’t I move, removing the shackles that hold me? Are they real or only in my imagination? My mind? Or are they etherical shackles? Where is the blockage that I can’t see it? How can I remove the fog that is blinding me? What I am afraid of? What do I refuse to see? To discover how vast and huge and all-encompassing I truly am? To see my light truly shining? Is this the reason why I can’t see my lightbody yet? Am I afraid to leave my shadow behind me? To see myself how I truly AM?

I know that my self-consciousness, my self-awareness is small. I have so long refused to accept who I am. I know it and I have accepted not so long ago. But there had to be more to create those blockages. I want to have all my abilities and power back, but am afraid to use them. Why? I know that I had my dark period some thousand years ago until around 2000 years ago in preparation to my mission now. I know that I made many evil deeds but have released all the relating karma of it. There must be more.

As EnnKa of Sirius this is my first incarnation on earth but as the true Being I AM I had incarnations on Lemuria and also Atlantis. I have memories of Lemuria but only from the sinking and I was part of the rescue team from above and didn’t die there. Atlantis? Yes, I have no relation to it until now, no memories, no feelings. All blocked deep inside me. I found out that I had an incarnation as a scientist and I abused my power and abilities. I have to admit that I was responsable for the sinking of Atlantis through the misuse of my power. So many people died including my incarnation then. An experiment went so awfully wrong and I knew the risk, that I could blow up the continent and I did it anyhow. The pain came back but the memories of this are still deeply buried but in acknowledging my deed I released the blockage and healing could begin. My beloved AA Michael cut the cords to this and Raphael began a healing for me. It is not over yet but it is in the making now. The passing of Bobby, the pain I still feel, was the needed trigger for my healing process and seeing the blockage.

Maybe people will hate me for this but this was a different and past life and I regret it truly. I would never do this again, I know. I can’t undo it.

On Monday my beloved cat Jerry had diarrhea, maybe from too much canned food, she is used to dried food and I was afraid that she could be serious sick too. I don’t have the energies right now to heal her. I asked my team especially SaLuSa – she is our daughter back home – to please heal her. Later I was talking with my close healer friend about my pain and more things. I was angry with my team, that they don’t take me back, onboard a ship and then home. They told me so often I would go home.

I feel locked and lost forever on earth. The energies of 3D are so painful and dense. I can’t go on much longer, my energies are at their lower limit and so few of it is left. I am so tired and want to sleep but when I lay down I can’t sleep for hours. My whole body is aching from illness and energy work I have done my whole life, first unconsciously but then consciously the last years. It is the toll I have to pay for this but I don’t regret and would do it again and again. It is worth it.

I am so tired and exhausted of all this 3D life. People who are only thinking of RV and abundance and prosperity packages as if this would be the only thing. That this would ‘save’ them. Don’t they understand that only they can save themselves? There is no savior coming doing the work for them. RV and abundance packages are okay, why not? But it can’t be the focus. People need to work on themselves, release all that doesn’t serve them anymore, forgiving, stop judging, loving themselves and others. They need to raise their vibrations in releasing and in loving behavior and in BE love. The essence of what we are as human beings. All else will follow.

We don’t need money in the higher dimensions so why so focussing on it? It can only be a help to be able to focus on the true meaning of life, to be love. Can’t they understand this? In focussing only on money they give the lower vibrations power and energy to sustain. And energy to those who don’t care for us. Why can’t they open their hearts to the love of the Divine Mother?

They engage in war, war crimes and other crimes and if it is only in taking sides. Don’t they see that they only give more energies to that? Please stop this my beloved fellow beings!!! I know that it is happening and I am not blind to it, but I prefer to visualize a peaceful earth and give my energies to THIS. You should do this too and in this you help stop all crimes, war and injustices. It is a game of energies and I want LOVE to be the prevailing energy here.

My anger increased and other things added to this the next day, yesterday. I felt betrayed and lied to by my team. Repeatedly. If justifiable or not I can’t say. I don’t know. And I didn’t knew anymore if they really loved me and also my true Twin Flame. I was confused, in dispair and anger and crying. Accusing them out of my pain. Oh, I was so unjust and even offending them. At that moment I didn’t care about it and told it them. I stopped talking with them and put away my gifts of some of my children behind the veil. Yes I am deeply related with Archangels and Angels, they are my family and I love them. I know. But yesterday I was near hating them. It was a very bad day for me. A dark day of my soul. I was a bad one yesterday.


I am sorry

Please forgive me

Thank you

I love you from deep of my heart, all of you


Yes, this is Ho’oponopono, a hawaiian healing technique. Hawai’i is part of my beloved Lemuria. I felt always drawn to it and to the polynesian islands too. My subconsciousness knew about my bonds to Lemuria. I love the hawaiian language, it is like music in my ears. SaLuSa told me that most of the inhabitants of Lemuria originate from Sirius.

Last night when I talked with my friend about all this she explained something to me about a healing that occurs within me. A healing she started with Reiki on me – she, her husband and Archangels gave me this night.

I feel better today and I have to work now on it. With baby steps I have to work on my way back home. To wake up.

Her husband gave me the good advice this morning to start a journal. I go a bit further and make it public and hope that people can take some help out of it. That they can learn out of my own process and experiences as our consciousnesses are connected.

It will be much work for me to do, relearning to trust my team and also in this, first baby steps. And talking again with them including my Higher Self.

I have to find my love again in my heart. For me and my family and team. I know it is there and there is also HOME.

Getting my balance back.

I am not afraid now to see my lightbody shining through my skin, sometimes I can see it now.

I am able to see myself – as far as possible at the moment – as who, what and how I truly am. My consciousness IS expanding and I know more than I knew last year.

And I know that I would never abuse my power and abilities anymore. I love people and Gaia too much for this and it will never happen again. I only want to be back home and then stay there forever, with my hubby and family. My body and my mind are so tired and exhausted and as I was told that I fulfilled my last mission on earth it is time for me now. At home the next mission for ascension of earth and humanity is waiting for me.


But first my work on myself and my healing has to be done. And if you want you can observe me in reading my journal entries. They may be short and maybe not daily but I will share my experiences and insights with you as they appear. You are welcome to participate in my journey and if only as a reader.

As being EnnKa of Sirius my beloved SaLuSa is waiting for me and in being my true SELF my true Twin Flame and my family in AEON are waiting too. I am coming home my beloveds and I ask for your assistance and help.

I AM the I AM


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