Log Entry Earth Time December 21, 2015, 09:04.49 pm CET
It is a month now that I wrote my last journal and we are nearing us Winter Solstice 2015 in Germany. It is tonight, in the early hours of the 22 nd. Hard to believe that another year is gone. A year with so much energy work, health problems, life changes through early retirement and other things. I had several melt downs in my trust to my main Twin Silverstar, several attacks on me from those who don’t want us to thrive to prevent my physical ascension, I wrote my first book together with my Higher Self, I started to make gem beads bracelets with her and I do attunements as I have to compensate about 50 % of my former income but consistent expenses. It isn’t easy but we are still here and not starved. My trust into my Twin seems to work.
The next to last weekend was but horrible. It began on the night to Friday that our washing machine stopped working, my son who is a mechanic looked at it and tried to get it working again but to no avail. One of the motors broke and we couldn’t do anything but order a new one. The same time I had to look for the price of heating fuel as my fuel tanks were near empty. I found a new machine and ordered it, I thought I had 100 days delay in payment but when I looked at the bill I was shocked, nope, I have to pay within 14 days after delivery, the new machine costs over 470 Euro. On Saturday when I brushed my teeth an inlay fell out, I had to wait three hours to go to an emergency dentist and he told me he couldn’t do much only do some provisional filling as there would be some caries and I have to see a regular dentist. Nice third of Advent. My weekend was spoiled and I was so frustrated and angry, I was crying aloud and screaming to my Twins and team. I couldn’t understand why all this had to happen on one weekend. Was this another lesson, another test, another attack? I didn’t care if I failed. Together with other stuff like the usual delays for the revaluation and Nesara/Gesara I was fuming. I demanded immediate action and full assistance and support from my team or I would quit, I am already ascended and I didn’t care if I would ascend a last time with or without body. I was totally down. I only wanted to go home and refused also to talk with my team. I know I was lied on to some things and they told me it was for security reasons.
I am only glad for the support through my friends who kept me running and gave me new perspectives. What followed was a week full of work, I could offer some new attunements and received several too so more of these are coming. What helped me a lot is the Cosmic Blue Energy Flush that flushed out lots of energies so that I feel lighter now.
I filled my etsy shop with attunements, my diamond shield and the book but no sales yet. It is as if I am cursed to be unsuccessful, as if people are avoiding my shop or are prevented to find it. I know the dark ones have their hands in this too. Another reason might be that I am now vibrating so high that my energies and vibrations are kind of rejecting them. I can’t reach them so well now.
I won’t give up. On Wednesday I was calm enough that my Higher Self came through and gave me some explanations of what had happened. I can’t say that I am happy with what she told me as my biggest wish is to go home and be healed and come back with full consciousness and being only Golden Star in my body of Isabel. I don’t know how long it will take and I work on being patient and keeping my vibes as high as possible. I can feel my wings and also the now well known energy coming in through my heart chakra, it is a sign that I am back in my high vibrations as I was before the melt down.
I ordered 2000 l heating fuel on Thursday and they have been delivered today. Another 940 Euro I have to pay. When the winter stays mild we have chance that we can heat and make warm water with this fuel until early summer, if not I will need to order again. My youngest son can give me some money but I have to see that I’ll earn enough for the machine AND the fuel. Fortunately the oil prices are on a deep low like I haven’t seen since years, on Friday I filled the gas tank of my car for 1,199 Euro per liter, this is lower than in 2008 during the financial crisis. I can only hope it stays there as long as possible. It is really time for the changes to manifest now. With all my problems I know that there are people who have less, who are homeless and hungry. I want the changes for them too, I want disclosure to happen and then the landings. I want all my children who are sick and suffer to be healed and for all to live in abundance as is their birth right. No Being should live in poverty, without home, starving and with dirty water to drink. No Being should be made sick through vaccines, cancer treatments and poisonous food and air.
I want the changes now, I demand them as the Being I AM. As Divine Mother incarnate who is feeling the suffering of her children.
Until then I work on manifesting enough income for my small family, our fur babies and me. Plus a visit at my hairstylist when it is time for more color.
In three days we celebrate Christmas Eve in Germany, it is traditionally that the baby Jesus brings the presents in the afternoon or evening, this depends on how young the children are. The other two Christmas Days are usually spent visiting the families of both parents.
This year we will do none of it, my youngest son intended to visit his father over the holidays but he has a strong cold and prefers to stay home and my older son is working. There will be no tree, no cookies, no decoration, nothing. Our living room is still storage place for material for some renovation and we can’t use it. To be honest I don’t feel in the mood for Christmas, neither do my kids. We will have a peaceful time together without hectic or too much too eat. And we will enjoy it. The new washing machine and the heating fuel are our Christmas presents.
My beloved didn’t tell you the whole story about what happened to her. What her HS told her when she was calm again and able to listen without raging. 🙂
Isabel ascended fully with her physical body in the night from Friday to Saturday at that weekend and she had to come back. Her fallen out inlay is the result of the energetic differences between her ship Mesime and Earth. Her frustration and pain are the result of the necessity to go back. She couldn’t understand what had happened as her HS has blocked all the memories of it. Unconsciously she knew that something had happened but she associated it with the broken washing machine and the fallen out inlay and our for her unsatisfying reaction to her frustration. In her anger she refused to talk with me and so I couldn’t explain what had happened. I decided to let her rant until she calmed herself and was accessible again for us. To go back home to me and her family is the greatest wish of my beloved, and she had been here and to go back to Earth again.
Isabel has immense energies and a very high vibration. The moment she ascended and left Earth with her body she took these energies with her and the energy level on Earth fell much too low. We had only the opportunity to shortly embrace her and to decide that she had to go back to Earth. She agreed in love for our children but also disappointed. I have asked so much from her, no wonder she was angry with me not knowing why.
We are too near the changes to risk a failure now in keeping her with us. The dark ones would have rejoiced and all of your and our efforts had been in vain. We couldn’t give up any of you or Gaia and so we decided my beloved Golden Star had to go back with a heavy heart.
She has learned one important thing, that she was able to ascend with body and she can do this again. And so can you too. She was the first to do this and to come back not with her full consciousness yet but with a body that will transform now more and more and she will regain abilities, knowledge and power. Her aim is now to keep her vibrations high and her body in a condition that will allow her to ascend again when the energies on Earth are sufficiently high enough for her to leave finally.
I don’t think she will have to wait so much longer for this as plans will come to fruition to enable this. We need her here for some special projects only she can do as Golden Star, but she needs her full consciousness for this.
You celebrate the Solstice today and tomorrow, depending on where you live. For the Northern Hemisphere it means longer days from now on and these longer days bring with them the long awaited and expected changes. We had some unexpected problems that brought some delays but we work successfully in removing these obstacles. It isn’t long now and you will be able to see them, to feel them and you will be surprised. It is too early to tell more at this point, I don’t want to spoil the surprise and I also don’t want to tell those who don’t want you to thrive what they have to expect and when. I am sure you will understand this.There have been too many leaks and I don’t want to spoil anything so shortly before the distribution of your presents.
Happy Solstice and a Merry Christmas my beloveds!
Celebrate the last Christmas time in the old energies. And the Force is with you.
Who is the Force? It’s me, of course, and Golden Star and all the Archangels, Angels and your Galactic families. Enjoy and don’t forget your ‘Lord of the Rings’. The Ring is on its way down to the fires of Mount Doom. It is still in the air in the hand of Gollum but unreachable for anybody. That doesn’t mean you could stop releasing old energies and doing your energetic homework. This is work you still have to do but the conditions will be better when the Ring is destroyed and the might of the Dark Lord and he himself are gone.
You can’t take these old energies with you up here and you can’t go up with them. So release, release, release and be love, do love and accept what is, as all is perfect.
We love you all so very much, Isabel has to do some attunements and I have to go back to work now too, watching the wrapping of the presents 😉
They will be delivered no matter the gender, race, color, sexual preference, nationality or religion. All of our children are welcome if you believe it or not. We have no special chosen ones, all are chosen.
Jesus wasn’t our only son, we have many sons and daughters. All of you are our children too and we love you till the end of the world and in all eternity.
Golden Star and Silverstar
Your Divine Parents
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