My Journal September 24, 2014

Log Entry Earth Time September 24, 2014, 07:39.30 pm CEST

Nearly two weeks are gone since I wrote my last journal but things had to be done. I was working on a grid and in this busy.

And I had to work on something I have caused unintentionally. I mentioned something thoughtlessness to a very close friend and caused so much pain in her.

When I learned about this I was totally disheartened and so sad and sorry. I, who knew about what had caused so much pain in her past, have caused more pain.

I was crying and felt her pain in myself. I was down.

Silverstar told me I would need to forgive myself first and complete when I would ask for her forgiveness for this. It was very hard for me as I thought this was unforgivable for myself but he was right. How could I ask her to forgive me when I am unable to forgive myself first?

It was hard as I felt so guilty but finally I was able to forgive myself.

This is not why I write this, to tell about my struggles. I write this to show how we are truly connected, how we are truly ONE with all others. We are like a drop of an ocean but part of the whole and in this the whole.

I had hurt her and I felt her pain as my own pain. I had harmed myself with what I had done.

And I learned a big lesson: to be even more careful and responsible with my words.

Please my friends, don’t hurt anybody as you harm yourself with this. It is true what was told to us: ‘What you do to another, you do to yourself!’

Be careful in your thoughts, words and deeds to not harm anybody.


Instead be kind to yourself and your fellow men. Share your smile and spread your love and your light with the world. It is so much needed. Do good to yourself, pamper yourself. This may sound selfish but it raises your vibrations when you feel good. You will be more in balance and your light will shine more bright and far. You will raise the general vibrations on earth when you feel good.

And love yourself unconditionally because how can you love others when you can’t love yourself. You are worthy and loved beyond measure by your heavenly parents.

I am back in balance now and happy again as she forgave me and our connection is maybe even deeper as before. I love her so deeply, she is a beautiful soul and I love all humankind and Gaia so so much.

I am loved and I love.

I AM the IAM

I am love, I am light, I am life

Golden Star

EnnKa Princess of Lyra, Limoria and Sirius

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My Journal September 12, 2014

Log Entry Earth Time September 12, 2014, 09:25.30 pm CEST

I think it is time for another journal today.  It is raining outside and the first leaves are falling from trees that are slowly coloring themselves.

This morning I had to drive to the veterinary with Kiba, he needed some vaccinations and we were a bit overdue, nothing severe. Kiba was nice at the vet and got his shots, the last ones as I don’t believe that we will be here next year September.

At first he made troubles when I worked on securing him in the car. He has a harness for this, inherited from Bobby who had the same height like Kiba has now and it will be big enough when Kiba is full grown. He fighted against me putting him into this harness, puh, he has fine sharp small teeth. He still loves to bite and we have to be patient and consequent in ignoring him when he bites us. All in all it is getting better with him, love and patience work wonders. 🙂

Spiritually it was an important day for me. I know already that the sickness and diseases of other people affect my body and my health. This is due to my very close connection to all-that-is. My Oneness with all-that-is. But this is not the only thing that affects me.

Since long I am homesick and feel also lost in this duality. I search for the door out of this prison and can’t find it. That search led me to the knowing that I played such a disastrous role in the demise of Atlantis.

sternenhimmel-ueber-afrika-f96415cc-7830-463d-b6ef-9a0c9227137ecredits to Johanna Murgalla

This homesickness and feeling lost is very strong in me. This evening I was talking with a close friend, a relative from home, about my leaving and her sadness and pain for this and suddenly I knew why I have these strong feelings. It is the same reason why my body is affected so much by the diseases. It is my deep connection, my Oneness with all-that-is that let me not only feel my own emotional pain (my homesickness and feeling lost) but also the pain of the other people on earth.

Yes, I am an empath but this goes far beyond empathy. In some way I am at least spiritually on the bright side of life as I am connected with my team and can ask and talk with them. I know I am home energetically but I want to see and hear my team, my family and my Twin Flames physically too. Feel them physically and not only their energies with my palms. My conversations are telepathically and I can see their energies sometimes with my third eye. I am lucky in this and other channelers and Lightworkers too. Most people can’t see or hear the Light Beings from behind the veil and often enough they don’t even know what is happening. They feel separated from Source and lost in duality. Like I do although I am so very connected with Source and my team. It is the physical thing that is the missing part. And this feeling lost is enforced by the feeling lost and the homesickness of so many human beings on earth due to my deep and strong connection to them.

I work on it now. As I can heal other people in healing myself physically I can heal myself and other humans in this too. I know it works. We are truly ONE.

I believe also that I can help and heal this when I am back home in AEON. When my homesickness is gone it will also diminish in people. They will feel and remember their connection with Creator like I do.

This is another reason why it is time for me to leave. This and my next assignment in the ascension process for Gaia and her inhabitants.

I am still patient and calm, in balance and light in my heart. I am ready and know it is happening and I trust my team completely in this. They prepare me for an easier and safe transition and give advice what I can do for this.

I love my team, my twins and my husbands of all eternity, Silverstar and SaLuSa.

And I love all-that-is, that includes you all. ❤

I am loved and I love.

I AM the IAM

I am love, I am light, I am life

Golden Star

EnnKa Princess of Lyra, Limoria and Sirius

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My Journal September 04, 2014

Log Entry Earth Time September 04, 2014, 08:47.42 pm CEST

 I was out with Kiba for a walk this afternoon, most times my youngest son goes with him but today I did it. We both enjoyed our walk and on the way back we saw this grasshopper, a big one, maybe 7 or 8 cm (2,36 – 3,15 in) long.

20140904_171557I don’t know if it has any meaning other than I should enjoy it in nature. It doesn’t matter.

Kiba is now 13 weeks old and has grown much.

20140902_174925He is still wild and likes to bite but with love, calmness and patience we will get him where we want him to be. He learns fast and is a lovely boy.

I didn’t imagine that I would write another journal after I published my End of Mission Report, my Formal Life Review ten days ago. I thought that was it. Sometimes we have to be flexible and I am.

It doesn’t mean that my transition process has stopped, it is only a bit delayed. I am ready to leave and I know it but my team has to see that I leave in the divine right timing and this involves a possible delay too. My energies are still needed a bit here. My love waves which I send out daily to reach each heart on earth. They are in automatic mode but each wave I send additionally and consciously, adds to and assist changes on earth. The light I send out unhinges each door and every gate from each heart. I love to do this as I love humanity so much.

Does this make me uncomfortable? No. Not at all and that surprises me. I, who have so longed to go Home, am patient. I am in balance, peaceful, calm and light in my heart. I know it will happen and my team and Silverstar do what is possible to ease my life until I go. I trust them completely. I surrender and know I am in good hands. I can feel their deep love for me and I am safe. I am happy. The urgency to go Home, to Sirius, to AEON, has left me. It doesn’t matter anymore if I go this week or in two weeks to give only a number. It happens when it will happen.

20140904_152236I enjoy life as much as possible. My health situation hasn’t improved and sometimes I feel like it was in November, when they told me I would leave, without body. After all it is no surprise as my life contract has ended two months ago. I clean and heal myself daily and in this all others too. It is needed. My team heals me too, I know. In knowing the reasons for this and in feeling my connection in all-that-is and all beings on earth it is easier to accept. Hopefully my nausea gets better as the dose for my injections has been reduced a bit.

I talk with my family and friends and detach more and more from life on earth. It is only a few messages I read now or blog. I enjoy being with my children, the 2-legged and the furry ones and with my spiritual children on Facebook.

My Higher Self hasn’t sent me any requests for the Diamond Shield since some time and this is one more indicator for me that my earthly experience is coming to an end. I am as often as I can on my beautiful Mesime or with Silverstar in my house on Aeon.

Beloved SaLuSa is on the Mesime and Asaga and Bobby are there too.

I am loved and I love.

I AM the IAM

I am love, I am light, I am life

Golden Star

EnnKa Princess of Lyra, Limoria and Sirius

Copyright © 2012 – 2014 by Isabel Henn. It is allowed to share this message in its complete form without changes and when the author’s name and the link to the original site is given.