Log Entry Earth Time August 01, 2016, 04:02.15 pm CEST
So much time has passed since I wrote my last journal in February, so much has happened and seemingly nothing at all. I am still here with you and have so much questions to my twins.
Today it is one year that I had to retire early, too early to have a good income but I trust that my family and I are provided with all we need for a living. There are good days and there are not so good days where I have to work on not being afraid we could one day be without a cent left. When such moments arise I always look back and tell myself that we are still here in our house without having had one day going to bed hungry. I know I have to order some heating fuel again soon and my car needs some repair done at the brakes and the two year technical inspection is due end of September. Somehow it will be done and I trust Silverstar that I’ll have the money for it. This is a big trust thing and it is important to stay out of fear when we want to manifest that what we want in our life and not the lack. To focus and concentrate on the outcome we want to have and not what we are afraid of.
I know why this is a lesson for me. From where I come in Aeon and on Sirius, there is no money and no lack. I chose this lesson to be able to understand all those who experience lack in their lives. Another lesson I learned is that not all people who are overweight are in this condition because they just ate too much. Often enough there is a disease hidden from our eyes that makes them gain too much weight. Seven years ago I was lean and physically fit, I did my sports and enjoyed being able to run without having problems. Then my back problems started and after I was told to stop jogging I started to gain a bit weight. But the big thing happened when my body began to make troubles. The stress I had on my new work place, the energy work I do since my birth, some energetic attacks on me from those who don’t have our best interest at heart and my rising energy had their effects on me. Medications that made me nauseous so that I had to eat to keep my stomach busy and high dosage of cortisone for a longer period, pain in my whole body especially in my joints and muscles, all this contributed to my overweight. Chances are that I won’t lose anything of it or I might fly away like Silverstar loves to tell me because of my high vibrations. Now you get it. This is not meant as a complaint or to raise some pity in others. No, far from it. It is just an explanation, an expression of why and how I feel that way.
I can’t look at ‘fat’ people anymore and think ‘stop eating so much and you will lose weight’, I know now and accept that there is and can be more involved in an overweight body. All my pride of my good locking and lean body is gone but this lesson is learned.
When I wrote my last journal I had thought I would stay soon onboard of my beautiful ship Mesime, but now I am bit losing hope that I will ever be able to stay there. I am not sure yet if it is my own decision as soul or from my Full Consciousness or if it is a decision made by my twin. I think it is all of it out of necessity. My energies are still needed on Earth and I can’t leave when I don’t want this whole ascension thing abandoned.
I am in an inner conflict and I know it too well. I love Gaia and my children so much and don’t want them to go through this alone or worse, that the vibes and energies would go down and the big plan would fail, would be a fiasco. On the other side is my wish to be finally reunited with my twins, my families and people on Sirius. Life on Earth is getting harder every day for me, my body seems to break down in bits and pieces, slowly but constantly. The mergings of those – I don’t know how many but maybe millions of – ‘dark’ souls with me who prefer the end of their individuality as soul over the healing and love. I feel it when these mergings are happening, as a big wave of sudden tiredness is hitting me then like an avalanche and is felt for days.
The dark ones are leaving our planet, this is sure as they are merging with me but how many are still here? I made a request and not only once, that all those who don’t want our best have to be removed finally, immediately from Gaia. I put my prominence into it.
Every second one of my children be they human, animal or plant, every second, one of them is still suffering is one second too long, one second too much. It is unbearable to feel their pain, their suffering. I was crying looking at this picture of a small boy protecting his little sister.
Note: I don’t know the credits for this picture and where it comes from or if it is true, but I know and feel that it is showing suffering children.
This boy and his sister are only two out of billions who are suffering, and even if it would be only ONE, it would be one too much. How much longer shall this be going on? I don’t know but I do what I can to stop it.. All the mergings with me, all the energy work and my daily blasts of all that is in and on and around our planet must finally have an effect on our situation. It must finally show any results.
I was so near to be able to stay on my ship and then Silverstar told me that my presence is still necessary to balance the energies and to keep a kind of calmness. I know I agreed to stay but how much longer? With this body falling apart. I can’t look forward in joy, I have lost it somewhere, I can only make one step after a step after a step, hoping it will finally be over.
Silverstar, I request it again and again:
Every second one of our children is suffering on Earth is one second too much. I request immediate help, assistance and more involvement of the Galactic Federation and our angelic children. Not in weeks, months or years but immediately, in this second. All those who don’t have our best interest at heart have to be removed immediately from our planet. All the promised changes like new governments and Nesara/Gesara have to be installed now. Start with it this second. Our children and I, we want it now. We can’t wait longer or more people will suffer. Enough is enough!!! Period!!!
Silverstar: My beloved, we are working hard for it and it is evolving. You know it and you feel it. I can feel your pain and disappointment, how could I not as your twin. You know I monitor you very closely to be able to act at everything.
The failed coup in Turkey was the beginning and more will come, it failed yes, but people are waking up to all the injustice and cruelty that is happening. And please don’t forget that the mass media is still in the hand of the cabal and most changes are going unreported by them.
Me: Why don’t you put the dark ones out of the mass media? How much longer shall they be able to tell lies and to brainwash our children? How much longer shall this ‘game’ them versus us continue? It is enough and I tell you: STOP IT!!! I tell you as the One that I AM. And I tell you and ask in the name of all those who suffer and all of our children. Stop it!
And I tell you and ask you as a human being on Earth as long as I am incarnate: Stop it!!! Too much is too much, I can’t bear it any longer, the pain and suffering of my children. I feel it and it is horrible. They suffer!!! Stop it!!!
S: It will end my love. It is soon and this is all I can tell you although I wish I could give you a date. Please don’t cry, all is getting well because all IS already well. It is the end of the world how you know it and the birth of the new world, it is like the birthing pain you are experiencing now. You remember the hardest and most painful part of labour is the head to go through the birth canal and then all else will follow easily and fast. You and all the other true lightworkers are in the last phase of birthing, the pushing, the pressing out of the child’s head. We are assisting and supporting as much as we can do despite all perceptions that might tell you we would just observe. Haven’t you not wondered about why SaLuSa, Raphael and myself are so quiet? We are very busy, involved in the success of your plan my darling. I know it is hard on you but isn’t it worth it?
Me: It is worth it but I will never do this again.
S: There will be no need to do this again. And I won’t let you leave us again, we miss you here, you know? Aeon is not the home it has been before you left. It is time you come back home to us and we are all working overtime to help you with the final decision to stay with us. We know very well that you won’t come back as long as our children aren’t free to live the life that is meant for them, a life in love, health and abundance. Until then we are healing you constantly that you can finally stay here with your human body. This is still of some importance and we don’t have much time left before your body is shutting down. And it isn’t long either that our children can live a good life in freedom, peace and love. What you can see now is the last upheaval, the release of the last old energies, the last rising up of those who don’t have your best interest at heart against the developing changes. They can see and feel it too but all protesting, all preventing the changes is futile. It is two years now that you pushed the red button and the changes you have requested and ordered two years ago are now developing right under your nose. They are not ‘coming’ anymore, they are already there and developing, blossoming like a bud, like the rose you are in my eyes. And the night is arriving now that you can stay on beautiful Mesime without any regrets, remorses or feelings of having abandoned your children. The night when you will know that all is in good order and no dark forces will be able to disturb the bright and wonderful future of our children. You know it in your heart that this is the biggest point of why you are still on Earth.
Me: I know. It is my fears I would forsake my children when they need my most when I would go now.
S: Yes, my darling, it is the biggest hurdle you have to take and I understand you so well (he is holding me in his arms energetically to soothe me — ed.). It isn’t long now, really, but you have been long enough in your Air Force to know of the importance of keeping knowledge classified. I don’t have to tell you. Secrecy and surprise are our advantage. We don’t want to spoil anything. One night, and this night is near, you will wake up on Mesime and be and stay fully conscious with us. You will need to stay in your healing light chamber but you are doing so already every night when you are here with us and after a few days your body should be healthy again, without the overweight too that is preventing you now from floating in the air. I love you so dearly, I long to be with you and I promise you, the night is near that I can finally hold you in my arms and you can stay with me. I am so looking forward to this. Until this day my love, please don’t be afraid of anything. I’ll see that you have enough money to care for you and your family and don’t forget to play. You know that you are fighting the dark ones on a different level and dimension too although it is still hard to understand. You feel it but and I wouldn’t tell you to play if it wouldn’t be effective and you know it brings at least a bit joy to your life too.
I may quote what our beloved son told your best friend today “Our Father and our Divine Mother are stronger than all this. And the situation is in the best and most capable hands–our star families Michael (the rest of him who is not incarnate), Raphael (who is also the ‘real thing’ up here with me), Raziel (who you know both on earth and in Heaven, both his forms), Merlin (yes he exists up here in the higher realms, and no, he is not incarnate!), and many more–especially Adama and SaLuSa and EhaSa.
Everything is going to be fine.” (http://reikidoc.blogspot.de/2016/08/gaia-news-brief-1-august-2016.html)
Stay strong and patient my love, I am with you always and all ways and your other twins too.
I love you and I sign out for us ❤
Your Divine Parents
Golden Star and Silverstar
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