My Journal November 22, 2014 – A short update on Tom and some more healing codes

Log Entry Earth Time November 22, 2014, 09:46.15 pm CEST

On Thursday we have been at the vet clinic with Tom for the heart ultrasound. His heart muscle is too thick and he too. This means he has to take medicine for the rest of his life and maybe lose some weight. I am only glad that he makes no trouble with them. I hold the small tablet on my palm and he eats it, they seem to taste well like the vet mentioned.

In two weeks we have to go again for a subsequent check.

20141120_132710This is a rare picture where both lie calm near to each other.

I talk daily with Tom, I ask him to stay until we all can go home, it can’t be far now. All would be ready and I have just to complete my last additional mission. I have asked Tom to please help us in the upbringing of Kiba like our old cat Minka did with Bobby in 2001.

Tom seems to prefer being lazy and lying on my desk for sleeping and cuddlings.

My lovely good-natured Tom. ❤

The vet called him Major Tom when we entered the treatment room and my friend told me that the radio played ‘Major Tom’ the morning after Tom had his breathing problems. So here he is:

This week I received some new healing codes:

33 59 674  for hypertrophic cardiomyopathy
84 93 456  for chronic renal disease
34 56 879  for Tinnitus
56 23 899  for inflammation of the middle ear
78 22 938  for kidney cancer

For the correct use and more codes follow the advices given in the following links:

(this link is always up to date and more codes are mostly published there)

(I have to update this document yet)

For myself, I am tired and if I could I would sleep all day. And I am still tired when I wake up. It is a sleep with breaks. I can’t tell when it was the last time I slept through. I take it how it is and remain calm, in balance and patient. I really wonder about this and am happy in my heart.

I can feel the love of my Twin Flame Silverstar so strong nearly as if he would be physically with me. But this comes too, I know. Until then I do my cleansings, healings and energy work. Sometimes I have a request for a reading or a diamond shield or receive some healing codes.

Life is life and it is also love as LOVE is all that exists.

❤ ❤ ❤

I AM the I AM

I am the love, I am the light, I am the life

Golden Star

EnnKa Princess of Lyra, Limoria and Sirius

Copyright © 2012 – 2014 by Isabel Henn. It is allowed to share this message in its complete form without changes and when the author’s name and the link to the original site is given.

My Journal November 19, 2014 – Baby I miss you!

Log Entry Earth Time November 19, 2014, 09:10.15 pm CEST

The last days have been a bit hard and I had to work on it. The reason is my beloved cat Tom. He and his sister are ten years old now and live nearly 10 years with me and my kids. They came to us when they were just ten weeks old. I raised them and they are like children for me as all my animals are. I was told they are my spiritual children too, back home on Sirius.

20140201_210858Kiba and Tom don’t like each other so well. Kiba wants to play with the cats but these only want to be left alone by him. Last week something not so good happened. Kiba barked at Tom and shortly after that Tom had to vomit like he does with the furballs. But then he just sat there and was apathetic. We watched him but he didn’t recover and he seemed to have choked over the spitting. We tapped his back and his sides and even held him head down but he only breathed very shallow and his breathing was as if he had a fluid in his lungs.

I called the vet clinic and was adviced to drive immediately to them. The vet listened to his breathing and heart, made an x-ray and told us his heart looks bigger and rounder than normal and we should come again the next day because she couldn’t hear his heart well. After some injections we were released to drive home.

The next day her colleague examined Tom and told us the heart wouldn’t work correct and he has to make an ultrasonic of it. The appointment for this is tomorrow morning. Since then I do a daily cleaninsg and healing for Tom.

The big shock for me came two nights ago when I talked with a close friend. I asked one of my team members who is one of hers too if they could help healing Tom and was told that Tom wants to leave us too like Bobby. That he is bored and wants to do something other like Bobby did too. In his eyes his mission with me is fulfilled.

The pain was too big for me. I talked with Silverstar if this really must be and why I am still here. I was accusing him he wouldn’t love me and other things. And then I did something terrible and very 3D, I told him I would divorce him when I have to stay longer.

Later that day my friend told me exactly that this was so 3D and I had to agree and that only my pain was the reason. I know how deep the love of my husband is. It is forever and eternally. I apologized and he told me he would know it was only the pain that I had said this. He wouldn’t be angry with me.

I have another short mission to do before I leave, he explained it would be a mission I had agreed to prior to my incarnation as a potentially necessary mission. And this mission had delayed my going home.

I trust him and I trust my team.

I don’t want Tom to go. I heal him and I ask him to stay until we can all go. I know I can heal him when he wants to stay with us. I only hope he agrees. It isn’t long now but I will also let him go if he wants to. No shot, he can choose the moment like Bobby did. He will have the time to say goodbye to us. But still I hope he will change his mind and stay. He too has his free will and I respect his decision however it will be, finally.

This evening my wonderful Twin Silverstar asked me to write this journal. That people can see that although I am grown so much the last three years that I still have setbacks and if it is only out of pain. That this could happen although a person is spiritually grown and that nobody should be desperate when it happens.

This is a lesson learned for me. I know I can trust whatever happens. His love is too big that he wants me to stay on earth. He is missing me like I miss to be physically with him and my beautiful family. Two days ago he asked me to watch a youtube video. I shall include it here.

It is the essence of this song that is important for me, how much he is missing me as I am away from him for thousands of years. I can feel his love for me, so deep in my heart. I know it is the truth. And SaLuSa who is one of his incarnations and in this my Twin too loves me the same way.

I love you all – you and my family in heaven – infinite, without measure and in all eternity!

❤ ❤ ❤

I AM the I AM

I am the love, I am the light, I am the life

Golden Star

EnnKa Princess of Lyra, Limoria and Sirius

Copyright © 2012 – 2014 by Isabel Henn. It is allowed to share this message in its complete form without changes and when the author’s name and the link to the original site is given.

My Journal November 15, 2014 – Are you under mind control? Wake up call!

Log Entry Earth Time November 15, 2014, 07:05.25 pm CEST


Today I want to talk about a critical and even provoking subject: MIND CONTROL.

Are you mind controlled or is your mind free to think?

But what do I mean with this?

I think the greatest part of humanity is mind controlled and brainwashed. Ouch, I Think I have hit a nerve. Who wants to be called mind controlled or even brainwashed? But let me explain what I want to tell you today.

You all know that we as humanity are under the rule of those that have not our best interest in heart. The 1%, the Cabal, Illuminati or however you name them. And how do they do this?

With their media, their advertisment, their movies.

Here in Germany only our public stations have advertisement free movie or TV series. Would I switch to the private stations who get their finances only through advertisments, then all movies and even TV series have breaks all ten minutes that are filled with ads.

You find them also in newspapers, magazines, in cinemas and advertising pillars or big billboards only to mention a few. All people can see and watch the ads.

You want to be ‘in’? Okay read the last fashion magazine and you know exactly what you have to wear and your whole family of course too.

Women be careful, that you don’t miss the last ad for cosmetics, you wouldn’t know what color your make-up, your lipstick and all the others must have. Exactly, MUST have.

You can’t wear any blue jeans, no, it must be the brand XX and your jacket must be brand XY.

This begins even in childhood. Kids can be cruel when you don’t wear the same brand like all others in the group. They look like twins, all of them only the colors may vary. Your kids don’t wear the same brand? Oh oh, they will be outsiders, outcasts.

For men it is the brand of their razors, aftershave, cars and tools.

Can you see how far the mind control through the big ones reaches? They dictate what you wear, eat and drive and much more. And all the products are well known brands. Actors wear the clothes in movies or advertisements, or well known sports people. The bandwidth is great. And of course all articles are expensive. They want our money and us to be their marionettes.

And there is another subject that concerns us women. Women in ads or models are beautiful women and additional to this they wear make-up to cover small or bigger flaws. Which woman doesn’t want to look like JLo or Gisele Bündchen or choose your favorite one.

Haven’t you already noticed that these ads also accentuate the sexual side of women? These women are mostly barely dressed. These ads are made by men, they want us women to look like these women, not for us to be beautiful but for their own pleasure. Their own sex-drive.

In my eyes, this is still the oppression of the feminine, the Divine Feminine. It is the oppression of the Divine Mother in all areas of life. The Illuminati are afraid of the Divine Mother, the true power of Creator in her female self. The Divine Mother is the one who gives birth and who creates. This is the reason why through ages the woman is repressed, raped, humiliated and mutilated. Why still today women earn less money for the same job than men, why in some countries a woman is still not allowed to drive a car or to show her face or hands. There is a saying, it is on the pic.

women wake mountains moveThe Cabal fear us women to wake up, they fear the power of the Divine Mother that is in each woman.

I want you to wake up, all of you, not only the women but also all men. To look behind the false promises and advertisements. The lies. Leave your comfort zone.

Be ‘IN’ in being ‘out’. Let us create a new movement with this.

Why is it necessary to hide the natural beauty of a face behind cosmetics all day? Why are we said to be ugly when we don’t use make-up? I can see it so often in reports about celebrities who go totally natural without make-up and in comfortable clothes. Journalists are like crazy to bawl them of being ugly or lazy and how could they do this? Are they crazy now, lovesick or more? Have they transmuted to sluts? And this just in the headlines without reading the reports.

Can you see the pattern in all this? Those who have not our best interest in mind use all this to control us. To make us slaves and get our money.

This is mind control. Hidden in advertisements and movies. So many people aren’t aware of it.

What can you do?

Switch the power of your TV to OFF. Buy stuff that isn’t advertised. Don’t believe all that is told you.


556166_239380309494696_100002681853864_428650_1120216415_nBe your own sovereign!


Open your eyes! Be yourself and not a puppet on a string.

You can do it. I know.

Something personally I want to share with you.

I stopped watching TV some years ago. My wonderful spirit guide, the Archangel Michael, told me someday that he could guide me much better since I stopped watching TV. I was able to notice his nudges and I began to think for myself.

And when you wonder now why I see these reports, okay, I have an email account and my provider has a startpage through which I have access only to my mailbox. Although I start my email immediately I can’t prevent to see the links to these reports together with the pictures in the time the homepage builds the start-up screen.

Please be critical and start thinking self.

Some days ago I switched from listening from CD to the radio in my car. Today when I drove home from shopping I listened to a song and I heard my wonderful husband of all eternity Silverstar telling me that he chose this song for me. It is his declaration of love for me. It is the first time he did this for me in that way. Enjoy!

He can’t die really as he is in spirit, but he wants to tell me he would do as he loves me so much. ❤

I love you all, infinite, without measure and in all eternity!

❤ ❤ ❤

I AM the I AM

I am the love, I am the light, I am the life

Golden Star

EnnKa Princess of Lyra, Limoria and Sirius

Copyright © 2012 – 2014 by Isabel Henn. It is allowed to share this message in its complete form without changes and when the author’s name and the link to the original site is given.

My Journal November 12, 2014

Log Entry Earth Time November 12, 2014, 05:05.35 pm CEST

Okay, so we had the 11-11-14 day yesterday, an 11 day. It is said that portals would open and we should meditate for this. I saw numerous meditation offers for this but wasn’t able to do one of them.


I think my subconsciousness or my Higher Self, my beloved Full Consciousness as I name her, had her own opinion about them. And it concurs with what I read on other blogs.

Those meditations concentrate only on a specific day and tempt to the attitude that other days are not important, that we only need to meditate or do our lovework on those ‘important’ days. There are also meditations offered that are in my own opinion disinformation about the true aim of them. Meditations offered by those who haven’t our best in their eyes. They distract from the real goal, geographics and backgrounds.

They raise expectations and people crumble when nothing happens because their expectations were too high and they believed the disinfo that came often enough with the meditation.

I have learned NOT too expect anything to be not discouraged. And I learned also that having expectations I only delay all because of them, as I don’t give room for the manifestation. I don’t condemn a widespread meditation, they can do good, but I choose well and I let my heart decide.

And to be honest, what good has it when I do a meditation only on such ‘portal’ days and I do nothing the other days?

Isn’t it more important to be loving, honest, caring and kind 24/7/365?

To release what doesn’t serve me anymore on all days? Remember, we aren’t going to be saved but have to do our work self with help and assistance.

To smile honestly to my fellow people and lend a helping hand when needed?

To hold my environment clean and don’t throw away my trash wherever I want?

There is so much we can do each and every day that doesn’t need a special day only because other people think we have to.

I do all this I mentioned above or at least work on it as much as I can. There is always room for improvement.

I taught my children since they were small to NOT throw away even a small piece of paper but to hold it until to the next trash bin. To be kind, greet and say please and thank you.

It is even the small things children learn that they keep their lifetime that is worth for all.

Love work, light work isn’t to be reduced to only special days. It is needed each day, each hour. We don’t need even big meditations for this.

The only thing we need to do is to be loving, to love unconditionally and not only our family and friends or the lightworker community, no, we need to love all, everybody and everything, even the powers that were. They need our love the most, as LOVE is the cure and answer for all and everything. And not to forget to forgive and not judge.

Not hate or fighting against anybody or anything. But LOVE.


Creator told Neale D. Walsch in one of his books:

What you resist persists!

What you look at and love goes away!

I can only recommend reading his books and you will learn more about how our Universe and Creation work than reading the Bible.

We don’t need to fight against anything or anybody, it is even senseless and totally unnecessary because each time I fight against something or someone I give my energies to this and feed it actually. Isn’t this counterproductive to what I want to do? It is!

I am not blind or ignorant, I know what is happening. But I don’t fight, I see it, look at it and love it to ‘death’ and dream my new world into being. I manifest it with my energies I spare in NOT fighting against the cabal.

I meditate daily and do my clearings and healings to people and Gaia, my beautiful beloved Gaia.

I send my love to all people, to each soul in all of creation even to those of the darker side. I spare none.

I love and in this I heal. I send my love and my own flame into a situation and heal it. I dissolve chemtrails and negativity with my light. I am that powerful. You can do this too!

And I stopped for myself the hype about special days like Valentine’s, Mother’s Day, Christmas or other days. They are just mind control to keep us distracted.

What good is in being loving one day and then stop it until the next special day?

Isn’t it better to be loving each day ?

To remember our loved ones each day?

Valentine’s Day, Mother’s Day, Christmas these days are good for commerce, they make so much sales especially on those days. We feed them not only with our energies but also with our money. Do we need a special day to send or gift a present to our loved ones or just to love them unconditionally?

Can’t we acknowledge and honor our mothers all day for what they did or still do for us?

Why a special day for this and then forget her and others through the year?

Please think about this!

It is mind control, brainwashing, commerce and exploitation.

Look at who invented those days: church/religion and commerce.

I know Jesus loved and honored his Mother every day, not only on one day and he still does it.

He also loves us every day and not only on Easter or Christmas. When I remember correct he once shooed the traders and bankers out of the temple. Well done Jesus 🙂

Maybe today he would shoo also the preachers out of the churches for the distorted teachings and I believe he is laughing in reading what I write here. 🙂

You see, this is my personal reason why I didn’t/couldn’t join any meditation yesterday except my own daily one.

Light work, love work is nothing you do only on special occasions but 24/7/365 days a year.

Love is the answer and cure for everything!

I love you all, infinite, without measure and in all eternity!

❤ ❤ ❤

I AM the IAM

I am the love, I am the light, I am the life

Golden Star

EnnKa Princess of Lyra, Limoria and Sirius

Copyright © 2012 – 2014 by Isabel Henn. It is allowed to share this message in its complete form without changes and when the author’s name and the link to the original site is given.

My Journal November 02, 2014

Log Entry Earth Time November 02, 2014, 09:02.20 pm CEST

It is nearly unbelievable but we have really November now. We changed from summer time to winter time and it is dark so early. The warm weather prevents that more leaves are falling.


I had a look out of my bathroom window and could see stars, not many as we have some clouds there. It was warm today in the sun, around 15 °C, unusual for this time in the year when we sometimes have had the first snow. For me it is very welcomed, the warmth is better for my body.

Since Friday I take new medicine as one of my doctors told me I have fibromyalgia and he hopes this medicine will help me and relieve my pains. He can’t tell me if the fibromyalgia is the primary reason for my pain or if it is secondary as a result of an autoimmune disease. They can’t find the causal reason for this 😦

Unfortunately this new medicine makes me numb and sleepy and I can’t think clearly as usual. I need to be careful when I walk and on the staircase that I don’t miss a step. I can only hope that it will be better in the next days or I have to stop with this.

At the moment my body feels as if it is slowly breaking down, bit for bit, each day a bit more.

I know I need to be patient and in balance, that I have to trust my team. I still do and this is surprising me. I surrender and have no expectations anymore and I only hope that I can leave this year. It is a while now that I was told I would leave. I know they have to wait for the best moment to ‘catch’ me.

Please, my beloved team, not another winter! I am ready to go!

IMG_4199Kiba is still growing and behaves much better now. He doesn’t bite as much as he did some weeks ago and is nicer. He loves to be cuddled and licks the hand in return. The long leash and his daily reiki are creating miracles. I will continue to give it until his behavior is okay. He has some difficulties in letting go what he has in his mouth. He is still young, not yet five months and he will learn, I am sure.

Not long ago I had a healthy conversation with my close friend. She suspects the dark ones want us to lose faith and hope and to gain time for their dark plans, like the lawyer of my ex did with all the divorce and related stuff. Maybe they want again to destroy me or delay my leaving as they already did in the past. They fear my going home and having my full consciousness back. They know I could throw them the biggest stones into their way. They are afraid that I’ll have my power and abilities back. I could destroy them if I wanted to. But that is not my intention. I am sure they are bombarding me again with negative energies like they did two years ago. I am only glad that I am well protected by my team, by Saphira and my diamond shield.

I am not afraid of them anymore and they could only destroy my body, but then I would be in an instant at home and the powerful I AM that I AM. I am not afraid of death, it is only a changing of the dimensions.

I had to fight so often in my existence, in past lives and also in this incarnation. I am tired of fighting but if necessary I will fight again. And I will win as my love and my light is too strong for them. I know as even as a human I am stronger than Lucifer himself. He couldn’t win in our fights but I did. And I would win again because I am much stronger now than I was nearly three years ago. Now I know who and what I AM and this alone gives me strength and power.

I won’t lose hope and I stay calm, patient, in balance and I trust.

Maybe I will enjoy some vacation with SaLuSa as my friend suggested.

I love you all, infinite, without measure and in all eternity!

❤ ❤ ❤

I AM the IAM

I am the love, I am the light, I am the life

Golden Star

EnnKa Princess of Lyra, Limoria and Sirius

Copyright © 2012 – 2014 by Isabel Henn. It is allowed to share this message in its complete form without changes and when the author’s name and the link to the original site is given.