Divine Mother My Journal August 01, 2016 – How much longer? I don’t know

Log Entry Earth Time August 01, 2016, 04:02.15 pm CEST



So much time has passed since I wrote my last journal in February, so much has happened and seemingly nothing at all. I am still here with you and have so much questions to my twins.

Today it is one year that I had to retire early, too early to have a good income but I trust that my family and I are provided with all we need for a living. There are good days and there are not so good days where I have to work on not being afraid we could one day be without a cent left. When such moments arise I always look back and tell myself that we are still here in our house without having had one day going to bed hungry. I know I have to order some heating fuel again soon and my car needs some repair done at the brakes and the two year technical inspection is due end of September. Somehow it will be done and I trust Silverstar that I’ll have the money for it. This is a big trust thing and it is important to stay out of fear when we want to manifest that what we want in our life and not the lack. To focus and concentrate on the outcome we want to have and not what we are afraid of.

I know why this is a lesson for me. From where I come in Aeon and on Sirius, there is no money and no lack. I chose this lesson to be able to understand all those who experience lack in their lives. Another lesson I learned is that not all people who are overweight are in this condition because they just ate too much. Often enough there is a disease hidden from our eyes that makes them gain too much weight. Seven years ago I was lean and physically fit, I did my sports and enjoyed being able to run without having problems. Then my back problems started and after I was told to stop jogging I started to gain a bit weight. But the big thing happened when my body began to make troubles. The stress I had on my new work place, the energy work I do since my birth, some energetic attacks on me from those who don’t have our best interest at heart and my rising energy had their effects on me. Medications that made me nauseous so that I had to eat to keep my stomach busy and high dosage of cortisone for a longer period, pain in my whole body especially in my joints and muscles, all this contributed to my overweight. Chances are that I won’t lose anything of it or I might fly away like Silverstar loves to tell me because of my high vibrations. Now you get it. This is not meant as a complaint or to raise some pity in others. No, far from it. It is just an explanation, an expression of why and how I feel that way.

I can’t look at ‘fat’ people anymore and think ‘stop eating so much and you will lose weight’, I know now and accept that there is and can be more involved in an overweight body. All my pride of my good locking and lean body is gone but this lesson is learned.

When I wrote my last journal I had thought I would stay soon onboard of my beautiful ship Mesime, but now I am bit losing hope that I will ever be able to stay there. I am not sure yet if it is my own decision as soul or from my Full Consciousness or if it is a decision made by my twin. I think it is all of it out of necessity. My energies are still needed on Earth and I can’t leave when I don’t want this whole ascension thing abandoned.

I am in an inner conflict and I know it too well. I love Gaia and my children so much and don’t want them to go through this alone or worse, that the vibes and energies would go down and the big plan would fail, would be a fiasco. On the other side is my wish to be finally reunited with my twins, my families and people on Sirius. Life on Earth is getting harder every day for me, my body seems to break down in bits and pieces, slowly but constantly. The mergings of those – I don’t know how many but maybe millions of –  ‘dark’ souls with me who prefer the end of their individuality as soul over the healing and love. I feel it when these mergings are happening, as a big wave of sudden tiredness is hitting me then like an avalanche and is felt for days.

The dark ones are leaving our planet, this is sure as they are merging with me but how many are still here? I made a request and not only once, that all those who don’t want our best have to be removed finally, immediately from Gaia. I put my prominence into it.

Every second one of my children be they human, animal or plant, every second, one of them is still suffering is one second too long, one second too much. It is unbearable to feel their pain, their suffering. I was crying looking at this picture of a small boy protecting his little sister.


Note: I don’t know the credits for this picture and where it comes from or if it is true, but I know and feel that it is showing suffering children.


This boy and his sister are only two out of billions who are suffering, and even if it would be only ONE, it would be one too much. How much longer shall this be going on? I don’t know but I do what I can to stop it.. All the mergings with me, all the energy work and my daily blasts of all that is in and on and around our planet must finally have an effect on our situation. It must finally show any results.

I was so near to be able to stay on my ship and then Silverstar told me that my presence is still necessary to balance the energies and to keep a kind of calmness. I know I agreed to stay but how much longer? With this body falling apart. I can’t look forward in joy, I have lost it somewhere, I can only make one step after a step after a step, hoping it will finally be over.

Silverstar, I request it again and again:

Every second one of our children is suffering on Earth is one second too much. I request immediate help, assistance and more involvement of the Galactic Federation and our angelic children. Not in weeks, months or years but immediately, in this second. All those who don’t have our best interest at heart have to be removed immediately from our planet. All the promised changes like new governments and Nesara/Gesara have to be installed now. Start with it this second. Our children and I, we want it now. We can’t wait longer or more people will suffer. Enough is enough!!! Period!!!

Silverstar: My beloved, we are working hard for it and it is evolving. You know it and you feel it. I can feel your pain and disappointment, how could I not as your twin. You know I monitor you very closely to be able to act at everything.

The failed coup in Turkey was the beginning and more will come, it failed yes, but people are waking up to all the injustice and cruelty that is happening. And please don’t forget that the mass media is still in the hand of the cabal and most changes are going unreported by them.

Me: Why don’t you put the dark ones out of the mass media? How much longer shall they be able to tell lies and to brainwash our children? How much longer shall this ‘game’ them versus us continue? It is enough and I tell you: STOP IT!!! I tell you as the One that I AM. And I tell you and ask in the name of all those who suffer and all of our children. Stop it!

And I tell you and ask you as a human being on Earth as long as I am incarnate: Stop it!!! Too much is too much, I can’t bear it any longer, the pain and suffering of my children. I feel it and it is horrible. They suffer!!! Stop it!!!

S: It will end my love. It is soon and this is all I can tell you although I wish I could give you a date. Please don’t cry, all is getting well because all IS already well. It is the end of the world how you know it and the birth of the new world, it is like the birthing pain you are experiencing now. You remember the hardest and most painful part of labour is the head to go through the birth canal and then all else will follow easily and fast. You and all the other true lightworkers are in the last phase of birthing, the pushing, the pressing out of the child’s head. We are assisting and supporting as much as we can do despite all perceptions that might tell you we would just observe. Haven’t you not wondered about why SaLuSa, Raphael and myself are so quiet? We are very busy, involved in the success of your plan my darling. I know it is hard on you but isn’t it worth it?

Me: It is worth it but I will never do this again.

S: There will be no need to do this again. And I won’t let you leave us again, we miss you here, you know? Aeon is not the home it has been before you left. It is time you come back home to us and we are all working overtime to help you with the final decision to stay with us. We know very well that you won’t come back as long as our children aren’t free to live the life that is meant for them, a life in love, health and abundance. Until then we are healing you constantly that you can finally stay here with your human body. This is still of some importance and we don’t have much time left before your body is shutting down. And it isn’t long either that our children can live a good life in freedom, peace and love. What you can see now is the last upheaval, the release of the last old energies, the last rising up of those who don’t have your best interest at heart against the developing changes. They can see and feel it too but all protesting, all preventing the changes is futile. It is two years now that you pushed the red button and the changes you have requested and ordered two years ago are now developing right under your nose. They are not ‘coming’ anymore, they are already there and developing, blossoming like a bud, like the rose you are in my eyes. And the night is arriving now that you can stay on beautiful Mesime without any regrets, remorses or feelings of having abandoned your children. The night when you will know that all is in good order and no dark forces will be able to disturb the bright and wonderful future of our children. You know it in your heart that this is the biggest point of why you are still on Earth.

Me: I know. It is my fears I would forsake my children when they need my most when I would go now.

S: Yes, my darling, it is the biggest hurdle you have to take and I understand you so well (he is holding me in his arms energetically to soothe me — ed.). It isn’t long now, really, but you have been long enough in your Air Force to know of the importance of keeping knowledge classified. I don’t have to tell you. Secrecy and surprise are our advantage. We don’t want to spoil anything. One night, and this night is near, you will wake up on Mesime and be and stay fully conscious with us. You will need to stay in your healing light chamber but you are doing so already every night when you are here with us and after a few days your body should be healthy again, without the overweight too that is preventing you now from floating in the air. I love you so dearly, I long to be with you and I promise you, the night is near that I can finally hold you in my arms and you can stay with me. I am so looking forward to this. Until this day my love, please don’t be afraid of anything. I’ll see that you have enough money to care for you and your family and don’t forget to play. You know that you are fighting the dark ones on a different level and dimension too although it is still hard to understand. You feel it but and I wouldn’t tell you to play if it wouldn’t be effective and you know it brings at least a bit joy to your life too.

I may quote what our beloved son told your best friend today “Our Father and our Divine Mother are stronger than all this. And the situation is in the best and most capable hands–our star families Michael (the rest of him who is not incarnate), Raphael (who is also the ‘real thing’ up here with me),  Raziel (who you know both on earth and in Heaven, both his forms), Merlin (yes he exists up here in the higher realms, and no, he is not incarnate!),  and many more–especially Adama and SaLuSa and EhaSa.

Everything is going to be fine.”    (http://reikidoc.blogspot.de/2016/08/gaia-news-brief-1-august-2016.html)

Stay strong and patient my love, I am with you always and all ways and your other twins too.

I love you and I sign out for us  ❤

Your Divine Parents

Golden Star and Silverstar

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My journal April 13/14, 2015 – Love is the cure and answer to all!!!

Log Entry Earth Time April 13, 2015, 07:52.40 pm CEST

20150410_170340Kiba had a lot of fun the last days. Last Friday afternoon we decided to go with him to a big meadow where we put him on a long 15 m (about 45 ft) leash so that he could run, play and catch a small ball we threw for him. The long leash is needed as he has still problems to follow our orders but he is learning. And all those mouseholes, what a pleasure for him to sniff at all of them. Hihi, this dog was so happy, content and tired afterwards, he was calm for the whole night. We do this more often now and train him certain things like coming back to us or let the ball free. His leg is totally healed and makes no problems while running and jumping.

For myself, I don’t feel well since the last big upgrade for me. I have too much water in my body and my legs especially had been swollen like never before. I tried with tea and natural remedies but that didn’t work and I had to switch to a medicine I had already one year ago. Slowly I lose the water now but the side-effects aren’t pretty. I am nauseous and bloated. There is much work and patience necessary to overcome this. I know my team who are all excellent healers assist me where they can. Hopefully in a few days I can stop with the tablet and I should feel better then. I am so grateful for their assistance and healing and the coaching of Silverstar, my beloved Twin Flame. He is always here for me and gives good advice.

Today I read some posts on FB in several groups. One was a video about the ravage of Nimrod by the IS. I don’t know if it is true or just another fake video. It doesn’t matter. What matters is that it reaches the desired effect.

To spread fear and hatred. They create the wishes to react to this, to answer with violence not with love. Somebody even said to kill them.

Comments to other posts have been to stop war by petitions and to fight back.

Can’t these people see that they just add more energies to what they dislike? It is so sad to see how deep they are still in 3D and duality, in the lower vibrations. And these are lightworkers. Don’t they read the messages from Jesus or other Ascended Masters or from the Archangels? Have they never heard that hate creates more hate? Violence creates more violence?

People, that doesn’t work. You want peace and cry out that you want to kill people.

You only give your energies away to feed what you don’t like.

What you resist persists!!!

You may look at what happens but never from the point of being involved. Look at it and then send your unconditional love to those situations.

Love is the cure and answer to all!!!

You can never heal or stop a war with more hate and violence, only with love, because Love is the strongest force in all of Creation.

Learn to be an observer and then send your love into what you see. Don’t judge, because you are not in this situation and even if you are, don’t judge because you only judge yourself as we are all connected and all ONE with Creator of all that is.

We are all ONE with HER who creates everything. The Divine Mother is the life giving and creating force and SHE is love, unconditional love and all that exists is made out of her energies, her substance, her love. She loves each and every single child of her no matter what race, color, sexe, religion, human or non human.

Log Entry Earth Time April 14, 2015, 10:44.14 pm CEST

This is a journal in two pieces. I was done with it and wanted to reread and I don’t know why the saving didn’t work and half of the text was gone. I was too tired to reconstruct it and have to do it now.

Today there have been so many cloudships in my sky, so beautiful. Most of them are Sirian scoutships but also Pleiadians, Arcturians and other Star Nations have ships here, to protect me and my family.

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When you sign a petition you only give away your power like you do since decades. You think you have changed that situation but in truth nothing will change for real.

The only way you can bring changes forward is in changing yourself. You have to start with yourself, with your attitudes, your beliefs, in raising your vibrations and in clearing your old stuff. The old energies, the luggage from past lives and this life. Clean your auric field daily and heal yourself. Release the negative and low energies and give them to the violet flame for transmuting. Or give them to Divine Mother. Live, love, have fun and joy but never on the expenses of your fellow people. Be in balance and peace in your heart. Your consciousness will expand and with this the common consciousness of people will expand and the vibrations on Earth will raise.

This is the way you bring changes but not with hate or more violence.

It starts within self, with me and you but never with the others first.


My beloved Golden Star is right. Changes can only begin with you, within you. Some years ago my beloved planned to buy a new car. She was searching the internet for the options she had, which possibilities for a more ecological car that is not dependant only on gasoline. She found a Hybrid car and discussed it also with co-workers and her neighbor. He couldn’t understand her point and said that with all these new technologies the others had to take the first steps. He couldn’t do anything to protect the environment when he would buy such a car. Isabel answered that nothing would happen when all people would think this way. Someone would have to make the first move and why not her. Others would maybe follow but she would know that her decision would be the right one.

It is the 100 th monkey effect in this too. One person has to start in changing their way of life. Others will follow her example and when enough people have changed their life, attitudes and perceptions suddenly the whole thing moves, knocks over and the consciousness and behavior of humankind will change.

This and this alone is the only way to bring the changes to Earth. No war, no violence or hate but LOVE alone.

Unconditional love is the strongest force and it will always be victorious as Love is the substance that holds all together, your Universe and all of Creation.

Love is the only thing that is.

I embrace you with my neverending unlimited love for you. I hold you tight in my arms.

Call for me whenever you want or need help and assistance.

Just call ‘Silverstar I need your help’.

I am there for you, together with ‘IZ’ Israel Kamakawiwo’ole, here

Somewhere Over the Rainbow

Here is a longer video:

Concert Full Live Album

You may listen and enjoy and be in peace.

Like I do when I listen to him while he sings and plays his ukulele, here with us in AEON. He was one of my ambassadors on earth.

I love IZ’ music too.


I love you like Silverstar loves you and I love all that is!

❤ ❤ ❤

I AM the I AM

I am the Love, I am the Light, I am the Life

Golden Star

EnnKa Princess of Lyra, Limoria and Sirius

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My Journal August 2, 2014 – I pushed the red button

 Galactic History Entry Earth Time August 2, 2014, 1:11.56 pm CEST


red button1YES!!!!!

I pushed this button, it was yesterday evening at 23:47 pm my timezone, on August 1, 2014.

Around two weeks ago I was talking with beloved Jesus and then suddenly he told me that the Universe and Multiverse would expect my call. My call for the changes to happen. All would be in balance now, the feminine and masculine energies, and that I need to push a red button in a silver holder to make the ‘tip’ for the changes to happen. That this would be my assignment.

I should meditate about this button and then push it when the time is right. I would know when the time would be right. I did and I could see the button onboard of my beautiful ship, the Mesime, but there was a transparent box around it and I had no access. I knew already that I had to wait until my new family member Parida, our new puppy and my sirian son with SaLuSa would be with us.

On Thursday, one of my children and I, we took Parida home.

20140731_194046This is my sweet one. He is still small like the size of a Chihuahua at the moment but he is just 8 weeks old, a baby.


At that evening I could see that the box had vanished, the button was free to push but I was too exhausted. I had to wait another day.

Yesterday was the time. A beloved friend and daughter in heaven came with me onboard ship so that I wouldn’t be alone. I did an astral travel and stood in front of this red button. I was told to push with all my might and not to doubt or have fear. I wasn’t afraid and I so longed to push it, but I hesitated. I wanted to do it right the first time, maybe I wouldn’t have another chance to push it. I had to be successfull the first push.

And then with both thumbs I pushed it, with all my power, and again to be sure that I really had pushed it. And when it was done I could hear applause.

I did it.

23:47 pm CEST August 1, 2014. I called for the changes to manifest.

I didn’t see or noticed what happened around me as I was focussing only onto the button. My friend told me afterwards what happened. We weren’t alone. My handsome husband and Twin Flame Silverstar was with us, and SaLuSa as the Commander of the Mesime, then Jesus, Ashtar and others too. The moment when I hesitated IZ (Israel Kamakawiwo’ole, who is in truth an Archangel) took me to Lemuria in time travel. He showed me my beloved Lemuria and I so want it to come back, to raise again. And then I pushed. IZ was singing ‘Somewhere over the rainbow’ for me when I pushed.

I want my beloved Lemuria back and I want all the changes to happen for Earth and her inhabitants. And energies came out of the button, bright light that is flowing now from the ship to Earth, like a huge white laser.

From my friend: “…It was a circle like this, of intense bright bright LIGHT, that ‘kicked up’ in a big way, like a magnified version of the little ‘tail’ that comes off the back end of the jet ski.


My entire being pulsed with very strong power.

And I heard the alarms go off on board ship, with little red lights, as if it was ‘firing’ a weapon.

You were in the middle and this came out the instant you pushed.”

ME: “…maybe the alarms where like a real firing, but firing of this energies

into the galaxy…”

My friend: “…I think it was like a laser beam of white out the ship, and very thick.

No wimpy light pulse….”


Jesus told me that I could expect energy shifts now, that it is to approach Zero Point now, that I gave the final authorization and this is what he told me some days ago:

“Never think twice about how it will turn out. We have a surprise for you. And this is how we give it. When someone of your ‘weight and calibre’ in Lightwork Energy ‘requests’.

Your button is a ‘request’ for All Divine Assistance, which will by your free will, allow us to commence with the changes.

We say ‘at once’ up here in the Higher Realms and Heavens, but as you know, they might be some ‘lag’ and not to concern yourself about it.

What will hit will hit, and it is going to surprise everyone! Not only yourself.

Even the darkest and most deeply embedded in the system is going to breath a huge sigh of relief when that button is pushed.”

And also to write a journal about what happened tonight, that I may remember, that I had just written Galactic History.

I talked also with AA Michael, IZ and Silverstar.

Michael told me: “….So you would have the most support. We would help you but by the ‘rules of engagement’ we can’t. Only a terrestrial earthling who has had an earthly experience could by their free will push it. That is why you had to stay for your assignments after you Ascended and were done. We didn’t know about that tiny rule in the playbook until the other (dark ones) pointed it out. A ‘technicality’….”

All were happy that I finally pushed this button for the changes. I think the whole crew of the ship celebrated, I could hear and see them. Silverstar had a glass in his hand with a sort of galactic champagne (without alcohol as he said). He gave me one too. It was exquisite. And I joined them in celebrating.


With this last assignment completed I have my ‘mission accomplished’. I am free now to go home. I was told a bit how it may happen but don’t know when and how fast. Maybe gradually, that I re-merge with my Higher Self and then one day I will stay on my beautiful ship.

I don’t know what to expect, best will be to expect nothing and let it happen. I am only happy and glad that it is done and that my assignment is finished. That I am free to go together with my family, who will follow me. I wouldn’t go without them, Silverstar knows.

One thing I know for sure. When Lemuria is back I will come to earth and visit it. Am I not EnnKa Princess of Lyra, Limoria and Sirius? Limoria is the sirian word for Lemuria.

I AM the IAM

Princess EnnKa of Lyra, Limoria and Sirius

Isabel, in my present earthly incarnation

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 Galactic History Entry Earth Time August 3, 2014, 4:58 pm CEST

Today I add these links which are related to what I did two days ago



Moving mountains – The Divine Mother through Isabel Henn May 27, 2013


Note: She refers to a message from last week that announced visible changes. Due to doubts of very many people these changes couldn’t however manifest themselves.

Here is the link to the message she refers to: http://soul4free.wordpress.com/2013/05/24/get-in-we-are-ready-to-go-it-can-begin-archangel-raphael-trough-m-gamma-24-05-2013/  (This blog doesn’t exist anymore (edited))

My child, with your thoughts and your beliefs you create your world. So why do you still doubt that what you hear from us through our messages we give to you? You want the changes, but you don’t believe in it when we tell you it is happening NOW. With your doubts in it you prevent their manifestation. We can only create what you permit us through your belief. When you doubt our words we can’t manifest what you so eagerly wish. So believe and trust us please and together we can proverbially move mountains, my child. ~

Your Divine Mother

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